#carpoems

I ache to be adored by something more, more than something that is questionable and unseen to jaded eyes and nonbelievers. I ache to be adored by something more than someone who doesn't give a second thought when they leave my heart mangled beyond distinction. #pokemongo#datboi #disdick #carpoems

I don’t want to be like everybody else. I want to make everybody else wonder what it’s like inside my head, inside my life. I want to read the dictionary and read books that make me think and drink tea as the sun comes up. We’re all a little mainstream, but I don’t want to be completely mainstream. I want to drive to the sea and feel the salt air on my skin and the cold water rushing between my sand-muddy toes and feel like the moment was made specifically for me.