#caredeployment

Being hiv poz in this city really blows.... there's constant underlining of what n where safety is met. Comparing to palm springs n New York and Hollywood other city sources like those sometimes I feel like at 33 people out here in riverside really just want to say to me.... okay we see you gay boy now go to a corner and die or just stand there till... n by then theyve completely eliminated that you even had existed or spoke to them in the first place....nothing here feels thrive able for anything I feel encouraging about here idk what to do...