#car collisions

Some things never really leave you. To this day I still get migraines after focusing for too long, an occurrence that has recently been happening frequently. To this day I still shake and oftentimes cry when I'm in a situation mixed with winter air, crosswalks and yellow headlights. even seeing collisions in movies scare me, I can almost feel it as it happens on screen. But mostly im ranting right now because my head hurts really fucking bad at this moment and it prevents me from doing productive things for the 6th day in a row and nobody, sure as hell not me, has time for this shit.