#captivated.

Send me a symbol to receive the following from my muse.↪ status: accepting !

Send ✆ for a morning text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : good morning handsome, but it’s good night for me. just left the hospital after an 18 hour shift. maybe when you get the chance you can crawl in bed next to me today.

Send ♔ for an angry text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : the way you talk with your nurse - isn’t it a bit unprofessional?( txt ➝ soohyun ) : i mean, you’re not the type to sleep with the nurses are you? because if you are then i was wrong about you.

Send ♠ for a drunk text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : i wnt two cats. ten cats.( txt ➝ soohyun ) : youu r so hot.. maybe i just need a liL bit of you ;)))

Send ☏ for a vague text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : something feels wrong.

Send ⁇ for a worried text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : when i saw you around the hospital today, you didn’t look too happy. did something happen?( txt ➝ soohyun ) : i’m just worried, thats all. i hope everything is okay.

Send ♣ for a text not meant for you.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : you borrowed my favorite pair of shoes and i need them back tonight!( txt ➝ soohyun ) : whoops, yeah don’t even read that above text it was not meant for you… heh.

Send ✘ for a text that should never have been sent.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : i’m falling for you and it scares the hell out of me. 

Send ✺for a saucy text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : meet me in my office in 10 minutes. ( txt ➝ soohyun ) : and make sure you lock the door after you come in. ;)

Send √ for a long winded confessing text.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : you know, this started out as a game to me. i thought it’d be fun to see what i could get you to do for me in the five days that we were dating. but.. jokes on me, because you had me captivated in just one night. and now, i don’t want you to go anywhere. but.. i need you to wait for me. i’m not ready yet. i’m not ready for something so serious. we need to take baby steps.. okay? i don’t want to run from this, from you. 

Send ☠ for misguided advice.

( txt ➝ soohyun ) : if a student doesn’t turn in their essay on time, then make them write another, in a foreign language, ten pages long. B)( txt  ➝ soohyun ) : i should have been a teacher, right?

Send ☢ for a desperate text.

( txt  ➝ soohyun ) : i feel alone right now. i feel scared. i lost a patient today and it was my fault, it was all my fault, and god, i could have prevented it…( txt  ➝ soohyun ) : i need you right now. please, i really need you.

Send ☼ for a congratulatory text.

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Drunken Texts/Calls {Sentence Starters}

To doctors, and really anyone in the medical field, sleep is considered a luxury. It’s not something they take for granted. Nana never took sleep for granted, and it was rare for her to have the opportunity to sleep in the familiar and comforting warmth of her own bed, rather than the stiff boards that serve as mattresses in the on-call rooms. 

The surgeon was asleep early that night, before ten. It was close to one in the morning when she heard her phone ring, and when it roused her from her peaceful slumber, she was as angry as a bear would be if woken from it’s winter hibernation. She can’t be bothered to open her eyes to the bright light, so instead she throws an arm out and feels around with her hand for the device on her bedside table.

Raising the phone to her ear, she does not offer a kind greeting to her caller.

“Yah, do you have any idea what time it is, it’s rude to call past –” 

A familiar voice that brings a flutter to her chest cuts her short and she regrets her tone immediately. But she could hear the slur in his voice, and his words all fall together in a rush. He’s drunk. 

“Soohyu – ..are you drunk?” 

Are you with a woman? The words almost come falling out, but she bites them back before she embarrasses herself. At least he wouldn’t remember, she reminds herself and then relaxes.

“You want a hug… well. I’m in my bed, and I wouldn’t mind you joining me but I don’t think you should be.. well, leaving wherever you’re at in your state.”

SEND ME “MWAH” AND I’LL DO THIS.

If you came in my room we would….

[x] cuddle

[] have a pillow fight

[x] sleep.

[x] fuck

[] How the….gtfo!

I would kiss you on…

[x] neck

[x] cheek

[x] lips

[x] forehead

I would let you sleep on…

[x] My bed

[] the floor

[] bathroom

[] Lemme show you to the door.

[] me

I rate you….

[] 1-4

[] 5-7

[x] 8-10

[x] Beyond Perfect

I would ______ you…

[x] Fuck

[x] Hug

[x] Kiss

[x] Date

Would you ship our muses?Send ❤ if you would ship our muses romantically.Send ♀ if you would ship our muses sexually.

For every “ ✲ ” I get I’ll confess a turn on.

✲  - Kiss her neck, her jaw, her ear. Leave marks on her so that she can feel you there even when you’re not.

✲  - A bold personality, a man who isn’t afraid to assert his dominance. There is nothing more sexy to her than a man who’s confidence defines him. 

✲  - Spontaneity. Take her breath away with a kiss out of the blue. 

Send a ♒ and I will generate a number for what my muse will say to yours!↪ 15: I have to leave the country.

It felt like there were arms wrapped around her body. Squeezing her, constricting her until she had to gasp for air. Those arms were so strong that she couldn’t struggle free no matter how hard she fought to. And there was a voice in her head, and it was telling her to run – run from the fears that were consuming her. Run from this life and start over somewhere new again like she did before.

It felt like the weight of the world was crushing down on her. She was only one person. Just one girl, and somehow she was expected to hold the weight of something so massive up on her own. How did people do it? How did they hold such a weight up alone? 

Why did she come back to this place when she could have had it all back in America. There was so much pain here. Too many memories. She couldn’t walk the halls of the hospital without them haunting her. She tried, God did she ever try to run from the pain of those memories - but the faster she ran, the larger they became. 

She needed to go. She needed to go now, before everything came crashing down. 

But before she could leave, there was one person. One person that she wanted to see.. Just for a moment. Just long enough to remember him – although she doubted she could ever forget him anyway. There were others she owed an explanation too. She was lucky they forgave her the first time but again? She did not deserve their forgiveness again.