#cant run

can't escape the past

Escape from all that you worry for

When Your Man Get Caught But Don’t Know What To Say Be Like :

I. Need. A. Break.

It happened at the worst time, I was afraid of everything and I had not slept right in the last few weeks. In the middle of work I heard their voices, my father, my mentor, the woman I love. standing behind me and whispering but their voice were that of paranoia. Whispering that i would fail, she whispering that she never love me and loved someone else and just used me. I looked back and saw them vividly and everything was shaking. I was afraid.. again like in the center all those years ago, afraid they were right and I was going to be a failure and that she really meant that. I felt the spears run into my heart and body and I ran to the bathroom to close my eyes. To try and sleep to silence them. I closed my eyes and they were outside my stall whispering “run its all your good for” and then little by little their voices vanished. These attacks get worse and worse every time. I need to prove them wrong.. for my own sake.. i just hope they are not right