#cannykins

rule 1: always post the rules  rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones  rule 3: tag 11 people and link them to the post   rule 4: actually tell them you tagged them

questions: 

1: Who was the first band/musician you ever got into? 

Oh god if there was ever an answer I didn't want to tell. When I was younger I was like crazy obsessed with random christian bands-constantly. It was all I ever listened to. I can't name one specifically-mostly because I had more songs memorized than I'd like to admit.

2: If you could be anybody for a day who would you be? 

probably either Misha Collins or someone in ATL, just because of the environment I'd be in-I'd love to have that kind of non-blood family.

3: If you woke up tomorrow as a millionaire, what would you spend yo cash on first? 

I would invest in a house and a small fully furnished cabin and put most of the money away for when I'm older. Reason being is I have an awesome idea of just going out and helping someone who's homeless get back on their feet-and in exchange, they just tell me their stories-what happened to them-how they came to be homeless. It would be nice to help them by giving them a place to stay and some food and clothes, and by publishing a book with their stories, hopefully I can help show that people who are homeless are just like us, and sometimes it's just circumstance, not choice, that puts them there.

4: Favorite blog of the week?

 http://thatonecooperkid.tumblr.com/

5: Most listened to song on your ipod/itunes/whatever?

I use spotify and recently it is probably "Alibi" by Dirt Poor Robins

6: Ever been to any cool concerts? 

*sniffle* *dramatic tear* No...

7: If you had one day left to live, what would you do? 

Get in a car, put on my music, and just drive. Go wherever, eat whatever. Maybe make an important phone call. Im too late to start a revolution in the world, but at least I can start one in my mind. I can spend my last day dreaming.

8: Biggest fandoms? 

SHERLOCK. SUPERNATURAL. IM ABOUT TO WATCH THE REICHENBACK TOMORROW OH GOD

9: Cool hobbys?

I write a lot of poetry (which may be published soon) and I kayak :)

10: If you could have any magical power, what would you have?

It's a hard choice between reading minds, telepathy, invisibility, and flying.

11: Best memories? Like the first things that comes into your head.

I don't cling to good memories very well, so it's hard to really pinpoint a good one. One that is good recently was just having a good dream last night that really comforted me and reminded me it was okay. 

12.How many languages can you speak?

One, BUT I'm learning French and Arabic :P

13.If you could choose a concert right now, who would be the performer?

Dirt Poor Robins or Jack White.

14. What is your passion?

teaching, learning, writing, helping. It sorta all goes together, in a way. A weird twisted way.

15.When was the last time you cried with a movie?

Not sure when I last watched a movie *le hint I cry at almost every movie*

16.What is your favorite place?

I can't promise this since it's a shakeup, but there's two places in my yard, the storm shelter and a group of trees, both of which i find a lot of peace in.

17.If you were invisible for a day, what would you do?

I'd follow someone that I dislike home. try to understand what makes them so unbearable.

18.What kind of movies do you like?

I'm in love with Studio Ghibli and a lot of Disney, so I guess just animation. Kids movies are the best.

19.How do you prefer to spend your free time?

Listening to music, talking to people both to learn from and to enjoy their presence, just having a bit of peace. It varies by season. Currently, sipping tea in a fuzzy blankie is the best idea ever.

20.What would you do in a zombie invassion?

Im sorry cause this is a shitty answer sorta but man, I wouldnt wanna live through that... So... Sorry. I'd take the way I knew wouldnt bring me back out.

21.What do you like about yourself the most?

I like that I can speak well and that it helps me help people.

22.What do you want to do in the future?

I want to be a teacher and make a difference to kids. I also wanna learn more languages and just enjoy life.

tagged!:

http://jd3v11.tumblr.com/

http://alicemariemusic.tumblr.com/

http://remembering-tainted-memories.tumblr.com/

http://cannykins.tumblr.com/

http://thatonecooperkid.tumblr.com/

http://r-ev0l-utionary.tumblr.com/

http://long-sleeved-secrets.tumblr.com/

http://professor-fart-sparkle.tumblr.com/

http://boy--of--glasss.tumblr.com/

http://samslucifersbitch.tumblr.com/

http://when-u-c-my-friends.tumblr.com/

questions:

1. What is a place you want to visit or live?

2. What is a song that you feel describes you?

3. What is one addiction you fear you will succumb to?

4. What characteristic do you find most attractive?

5. What is your biggest fear?

6. How is the cutest way to ask someone out?

7. What is your favorite pick up line?

8. Best name for an alcoholic drink?

9. Favorite cheesy love song?

10. Guilty pleasure?

1: What would you name your future daughter?

i love the name lila 

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?

pffft i don't care

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?

spring break and probably going to the beach

7: How late did you stay up last night?

i think it was around 3

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

I was in math class 

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

yes

13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

yes

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?

The love bug bit your ass hard this time.

31. Favorite store? I like Hot Topic. Because it has weird things. And I'm weird. But I sometimes don't feel weird enough to shop there. It's a little awkward because I don't have any piercings and my hair is curly (big no no in the scene world that is Hot Topic) and a natural brown color. And I don't have any tattoos. I just like weird things, and wear them. I'm also overweight. Which is another no no in the scene world that is Hot Topic. Though no one has ever said anything.

I also like bookstores.

32. Party or quiet date? Umm, both sound unappealing, actually. Also, simultaneously appealing. I like one on one with people. And quiet. But I also like to party, depending on the type. Like, smaller parties. But I don't date. So... they're both great and bad.

33. Money spent? Food, surprise surprise. I also buy a lot of bud. Well, not a lot. But I've probably spent like $175 lifetime on bud. Other than that, gasoline.

49. Kid's names? I'm never having kids. Planning on a vasectomy as soon as they let me (I'm betting about age 21 is when I could convince a doctor I'm serious).

50. Be anywhere? Right here. Or at college. In my own apartment.

51. Who always makes me smile? Umm, no one? I don't smile a lot. Except at work. But that's all an act. Well, not an act. But I smile because I'm happy at work. Not because of any person. And also because I work in the food service industry, so smiles are a requirement.

52. Skinny dipped? Yes, I'm ashamed to say.

53. Knickey knickey nine doors? What the fuck is that?

54. Keep room clean? No. Not really. I'm not big on cleanliness. I don't feel the need for cleanliness. Well, in my room. Some things need to be clean and organized. Like my wallet. I often completely rearrange my wallet. And at work, I need my cash drawer to be organized. The bills all need to be facing the same way. And I often put raggedy dollar bills in a separate space to give to customers because I don't want them in my drawer.

But yeah, no. My room is a mess.

M: If I forgive betrayal?

I'll decide on a case by case basis. So... potentially.

R: 10 of my curiosities?

1. I collect lots of random things.

2. I don't believe in love.

3. I also don't believe in respect. Like, as a measurable thing or something you have for people.

4. I often get the urge to be extremely homophobic around my mother. Like, I think "fag" and suchlike a lot around my mother. I've never actually said that, but I act distant about anything to do with homosexuality around my mother. For example, my mom showed me this youtube video to do with a honey badger or something stupid like that. And it was narrated by a very obviously gay guy (or a straight guy using a gay voice). I didn't find it funny, and she didn't understand why I didn't find it funny. It just wasn't funny, that's why. But I wanted to say "Why would I find something narrated by a fag funny?" or something like that. I didn't obviously. But I wanted to, just to distance myself from that lifestyle in her mind.

5. I'm really shy around new people, but I usually open up really slowly and then begin talking too much. Oops.

6. I don't often see messes. Like, I just skip over it. They don't bother me.

7. I don't smell bad smells most of the time. I believe this is because my adenoids were taken out when I was younger.

8. I often feel both superior and inferior to everyone at the same time.

9. I don't know who I am, really. If you asked me to explain myself, I wouldn't be able to. That's part of the reason I started this blog. To be able to look over it and see things I like and dislike and whatnot.

10. I prefer to be around adults. I'm uncomfortable around people my age. as well as children. Children are creepy.

S: 2 habits?

T: 5 things I love unconditionally?

I've already answered this one.

V: 3 big dreams?

I've already answered this one.

1. Smoking when I'm bored.

Either gingerbread or brown sugar :3