I've been hyper obsessing for hrs about getting my first ever deco paci and if I want to make the leap soon. I keep looking and looking. I keep really stressing myself out because I have a problem with hyper focusing. It may not make sense to some but even if I enjoy something a lot I can get burnt out because of the intensity of which I'm enjoying it... I want a new paci so badly. I have my light pink one but this intense obsession has gone on all day... The good news is I might have found one I like! ... But then every time I find another and another keeping the obsession going.

Deciding to watch Hannibal was the best and worst mistake of my life. No wait, I have no life any more..