#canisskye

707 is getting married at the space station.

ORIGINAL COMIC: http://blueplusiron.tumblr.com/post/150310568452/prologue-the-observational-diaries-of-saeran

FEATURING THE VOICE TALENTS OF:

PhantomSavage as 707, Saeran: https://www.youtube.com/user/PhantomSavage

My dad passed away today. It was hard to not see him in such the state he was in this week, and it was hard to see my mom say goodbye to her best friend of 31 years. It hurt me and i remained strong for both my sister and my mom and will continue to do so as long as they need me to be. I will cry but I will do my best not to in front of them.

I still remember my dad before the cancer 4 or so years ago. I remember his laugh, his stupid dad jokes, his not so good bass playing in his man shed as he listened and rocked out to his oldies music. I still remember all the times where he was a big butt and made me just wanna sock him, but recall him walkinf in my room and apologizing, even though some of it was my fault as well as his too. We would have our cool talks, bad talks, joke around and just having fun. It was the times where i wish we had forever.

When the cancer happened, i got scared and upset. It was hard to see my dad that was so strong and powerful....to just collapse and have a hard time with anything. He would get sick after his chemo sessions and not eat. He lost weight and mom had to start helping him. I didnbknow what to do. It was all too surreal. It was hard to watch, but i did my beaten o help out as beat as i could.

This year was hard for everyone. We knew it was close, but we continued on, doingour best to look up. But, with the strokes, mini episodes, him not eating and breaking his clavicle justby fetting sick because of him down to 120 pounds and not having any meat on his bones, I really hoped that he would stay with us the rest of the year. ....but there were other plans.

My dad was sent to the hospital when he couldnt breathe. I am sure those who were at my short stream knew of me having a family emergency. Well, it from a small problem, to a big one. Seeing him there broke me but i kept my hopes up. I cried when I got home the day they moved him from ICU to a few floors up to "Be Comfortable" caise he couldnt make the trip back home. He had to be in the hospital until he passed away instead of at home. Mom stayed with him the whole time he was in the hospital. She had us and her friends around and some stayed with her overnight so she wasnt alone.

It was hard to see my mom today saying goodbye to him. She clutched his rings that were around his necklace and cried. It was so hard to not cry at the scene. It was hard to leave the room myself. My dad was gone and seeing him like that hurt so much.

It still feels a bit not real yet. I know when all this is officially said and done, that it will hit and hit hard.

I will miss my dad, but i know that he died peacefully and he isnt in anymore pain. All of my friends of the family and family members also hope that mom will do well and that she can learn to live her life now. It sounds mean, but we want mom to go out and do things and try to live. She took care of my dad until the end and she deserves to live. My dad would want that too.

I would like to thank all my friends that have helped and supported me these past few years. You guys helped keep me going and made me feel not so alone. I would also like to thank those who donated to my dad all those years ago when it started. You have no idea how much that helped us at the time. It was nice to see our community help someone out as well as random strangers. You guys are the best friends and community i could ever ask for. You all helped me in my dark times just being at my streams to keep me going and not have my brain go into dark areas. You really have my thanks.

All i ask now is that i have some time to myself. I want to be with my mom and sister and try to make them comfortable and just grieve and try to slowly get stronger.

When I return, I would like to do a charity stream in honor of my dad. It will be a great send off for my dad.

If anything comes up or if i feel like it, I will tweet things. I wont be too active in my Discord or anywhere else.

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