#cani?

Can we always be this close?

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"Didn't i play my part as a father, i gave you kids everything, took you to the best schools, gave you everything other kids can only dream of, but wat do i get in return an adulterer and gay for a son" he let out a soft sob and left the dinner table, i have never seen my father cry ever before, i gues me and Lungile really hurt him this time, the meeting went really bad i wanted to break the news to everyone so i had invited my sister and her husband to dinner too, turns out i was not the only one living a secret life, my sister was cheating on her husband and she was pregnant with the new guy's baby,and it gets worse, she filed for a divorce ,talk about an explosion.. i just wish she had opened up more to me, right now i don't even know her, i always thought shes the one who will carry the family legacy, keep the Good Khumalo name untainted , i don't know if i should be glad i told my parents about my plans, and my relationship status because trully speaking i have never seen father this disappointed, I am nolonger so sure about my decisions , even though mother and Lungile were happy that i get to make my choices about my life...Dad on the other side was really disheartened by everything....im hoping he doesnt cut me and my lungile off we are his only children and right now we both need our family more than ever.

On our way to the hotel it was raining and very dark, it was as if the universe was sad and dissappoited in me, as i kept looking at the rain drops it felt like mother nature knew something i don't. I felt uneasy and turned to Harry, i leaned on his shoulder, he is a happy soul, my chill pill, forever optimistic even in the hardest situations, he was happy he met my family despite the drama. I don't think he lives in the real world and thats probably the reason I love him, he makes me forget about everything going on and live in the moment and enjoy life as it happens.

My thoughts were disturbed by a phone call... its Lingule ....

"Sipho.... its dad ... he .... you have to comeback home now" she said crying ..

I told the driver to turn back home ...on the way there even though something in me knew its not good news , i was hoping for something good ... i made silent prayer asking God to not take my father ... not today! not now!... i cannot deal wth that im only 19 ... i still need him.

#itsmydestiny.

If

When a song you know,

A special one,

Randomly and suddenly

Comes into your head,

So clearly,

Loudly,

Unmistakably...

If it’s something,

Someone...

Speaking to you?

If it’s the person you’re

Connected to,

Linked with,

Your soulmate,

The one your bones know,

Sending you a message

Knowingly,

Secretly,

Unwantedly,

With their own soul?

I do.