#camuchiwarui

nothing in my life to smile about

          ❝ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎simp   . . . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎❞      similarly,    and with an expression just as blank,    she would repeat it;    as though tasting the word on her tongue.    smoothly following that is a clear explanation   (   though this definition of hers is likely an outdated one,    and therefore,    an improper definition for the word.    something to be expected from a recreation of one who’d been in decades of frozen sleep ?   )      ❝ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it’s short for simpleton,    and is a term that can be traced back to 1903.    it’s safe to say that it’s an insult,    with derogatory connotations, ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎but   . . . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎❞     

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎a glance at the third party   —    an individual who’d been chanting aforementioned word in various ways and phrases.    (   “ he looks like somebody i might simp for ” ,  “ i’m simping so hard ” ,  “ i do be simping  —- "   )  .      ❝ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i’ve never heard used that way before,   and from what i know,    simp is a noun.    not a verb. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎❞      and from the way the word itself is derived,    it should be a derogatory term   ——   then was this odd clown - like snail - like person insulting herself ??    though the words seem to be directed at camu ??    but there’s not a hint of animosity in the words at all,    rather   —-    there seems to be   ..   adoration.    perhaps this person was a fool,   yes,    but a lovestruck fool    . . .    ah,    no ‎ ‎ ‎—- ‎ ‎ ‎a lovestruck simp.