#calenraps

To me you just as pretty as any Picasso picture is.

On an earth that is hideous you bring worth to my lineage.

And I know your feelings is delicate

So I'll be eloquent

You still yourself but it seem like you just a shell of it

Never needed love I just fell in it for the fellowship

You said we held together I guess it was an embellishment

I tell her shit like "I believe in you deep in my core and this heart inside of my body is equally yours"

She just staring at me like she never seen me before

I guess we turn into the people we cure

'Cause even when I know I’m supposed to leave

I just sink my teeth in it more

And try to nail my feet to the floor

Like if I meet somebody else I’m just repeating all the things we endured

You know you’ll always be the sheathe on my sword

I've never seen the allure

You talking 'bout it, I just need to record

You say that shit make me immature

But I just think you ignore

Every sign telling you I'm leaving 'til my key in the door

Heart breaking in pieces, this ain't no crush

When I tell you that you're beautiful your face don't blush

Like it used to

Need something in this drink that's you proof

Back in Atlanta now you acting all new new

Sipping on liquor at the crib watching YouTube

Is all I ever do now I'm just being truthful

If I don't have you I don't feel useful

It's hard to move on sitting in neutral

But I ain't too cool to tell you I'm sorry

For living like a playboy did you like Carti

Knowing your heart was a Vince Lombardi

Thought I played my part but only did partly

You should be treated like Margot Robbie

Not one flaw on your body like Barbie

Wish I never walked in that hotel lobby

Would I fuck it all up again

Shit probably

Still just call me at the very least we can speak and reminisce

And you can pull up on me anytime of the night

If that's what you need to see I'm not sleeping with a bitch

When I was with you I felt so damn good

I started to believe all my demons ain't exist

You made em disappear for a nigga like magic

Now I'm fucked up cuz you ain't teach me any tricks

When it comes to my feelings this as deep it can get

I'm speaking from the heart I ain't reading from a script

By this time next year I'll be getting floor seats

And you gon be sick when you see me at the Crypt

With a brand new chick that don't gimme any lip

Shit I'll do it outta spite even if we ain't a fit

You was pretty hard to love but you harder to forget

And I know I said I wasn't but I'm stalking all your pics

Cuz you got me thru the worst days In the best ways

Saw thru my exterior like an x ray

I know sorry starting to sound like my catchphrase

Pray I'll be a better man in my next phase

No sleep cuz I never heard rest pays

When I let you down my regrets raise

Always heard

These things take time

Wish somebody woulda told me

It was decades

And I lost so many people that's close to me

I'm just hoping everyone's the place they supposed to be

Ask if I'm over you I respond totally

If I'm being honest with myself it's a no for me

I ain't even close to where I know I'm gon end at

Losing your input left a lot of impact

Message all typed up nah I can't send that

If you was meant to be with me you would've been back

Shit I wrote too many verses for too many years

For anyone to act like they the reason why a nigga here

Lost bro and I became my own engineer

Lost more and it just made the whole vision clear

Pain always finds ways to change my prescription

Friendships burned up in flames after friction

But I ain't trynna talk about them lame niggas listening

I'm just trynna gain your attention

Cuz you got me thru the worst days

In the best ways

Saw thru my exterior

Like an x ray

I know sorry starting to sound like my catchphrase

Pray I'll be a better man in my next phase

No sleep cuz I never heard rest pays

When I let you down my regrets raise

Always heard

These things take time

Wish somebody woulda told me