#cala.intro

BACKGROUND

whenever   family   is   brought   up   in   conversation   ,   it   sends   an   instinctive   chill   down   nils'   spine   .   family   has   always   been   a   touchy   subject   ,   reserved   solely   for   times   when   he's   had   a   little   too   much   to   drink   &   his   words   flow   a   little   more   freely   .   the   truth   is   ,   as   far   as   nils   is   concerned   ,   the   only   family   he   has   ever   had   is   the   family   he   has   chosen   for   himself   .   biologically   ,   he   has   a   mother   and   father   ,   of   course   .   there's   not   too   much   to   share   on   his   mother   -   she   passed   away   when   he   was   young   ;   the   addiction   both   herself   and   his   father   had   harboured   together   ,   almost   like   a   child   in   itself   ,   eventually   taking   her   life   when   nils   was   just   under   two   years   old   .   his   father   stuck   around   for   a   few   months   ,   before   nils   was   passed   on   to   his   aunt   and   seemingly   never   thought   of   again   .      

although   he   will   eternally   be   grateful   to   his   adoptive   mother   ,   and   often   brings   her   along   to   award   shows   &   book   signings   ,   their   relationship   has   always   been   distant   .   the   love   was   there   ,   somewhere   ,   but   never   spoken   of   .   as   a   women   with   no   children   of   her   own   ,   no   partner   ,   &   very  few   friends   -   nils   was   everything   she   had   dreamed   of   ,   but   perhaps   being   faced   with   what   you've   always   wanted   can   sometimes   become   more overwhelming   than   you'd   imagined   .   

his   acting   career   began   almost   as   a   means   to   an   end   ;   nils   needed   money   ,   and   he   had   a   talent   -   commercial   acting   turned   to   small   gigs   .   his   first   big   hit   was   his   supporting   role   in   carrie   (2013)   ,   followed   shortly   by   the   fault   in   our   stars   (2014)   .   his   more   recent   accomplishments   include   baby   driver   (2017)   &   the   goldfinch   (2019)   .

INTROSPECTION

based   on   first   impressions   ,   it   would   be   difficult   to   detect   that   nils'   life   had   begun   so   precariously   .   nils   knows   how   to   fit   in   ,   how   to   appear   like   everything   is   fine   &   dandy   .   he's   rarely   seen   without   a   smile   on   his   face   -   eternally   happy   .   he's   also   easily   grown   accustomed   to   the   life   he   now   leads   ;   he   doesn't   throw   his   money   around   ,   per   say   ,   but   he   no   longer   feels   the   guilt   when   he   drops   a   few   thousand   on   a   new   shirt   .  

he's   always   been   portrayed   as   the   golden   boy   by   the   media   ;   a   do-gooder   ,   &   somebody   your   children   can   look   up   to   .   more   recently   ,   the   veil   is   slipping   &   it's   left   people   wondering   if   he's   beginning   to   crack   under   the   limelight   .   he's   become   much   more   reckless   &   hedonistic   ,   &   it's   starting   to   make   people   think   .  

he   began   writing   a   few   years   ago   -   something   that   started   as   a   hobby   ,   but   developed   into   a   way   of   raking   in   more   cash   .   his   first   publication   was   a   hit   -   his   second   a   complete   flop   .   the   critics   rinsed   him   ,   &   it   really   messed   with   his   head   .  

𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯     𝔬𝔫𝔢     .          rudimentals          .

full     name:     anton     françois     olivier     . nicknames,     aliases:

ant     .

mon     cher     .          (          by     his     mother     .          )

age:     twenty     -     three     . date     of     birth:     october     fifteenth     . place     of     birth:     manhattan         ,         new     york     city     . nationality:     american     . ethnicity:     caucasian     (     french     )     . spoken     languages:     english          ,          fluent     french          (          spoken     in     household     more     commonly     than     english          )          .

zodiac     sign:     scorpio     . hogwarts     house:     slytherin     . myers     -     briggs:     infp     -     t     .

career     claims:     charlie     heaton     ,     some     of     bill     skargsard’s     stuff     .          (          i’ll     write     his     imdb     page     later     .          )

𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯     𝔱𝔴𝔬     .          physicals          .

height:     six     foot     three     . weight:     157     lbs     .

complexion:     pale     ,     scarily     so     .     nothing     medical     about     it     ,     just     a     natural     pallid     sheen     to     sharp     features     .     a     small     ,     light     dusting     of     freckles     over     the     nose     and     cheeks     and     forehead     .      face     shape:     heart     -     shaped     ,     incredibly     angular     .     sharp     cheekbones     and     jawline     ,     square     and     dashing     in     a     sinister     kind     of     way     .     very     thin     ,     very     gaunt     .      facial     quirks:     in     some     lights     his     left     eye     is     ever     so     slightly     lighter     than     the     other     ,     but     it’s     a     trick     of     the     light     .

hair:     black     ,     naturally     so     (     your     mother’s     hair     )     .     has     a     slight     natural     wave     that     sometimes     springs     to     a     loose     curl     .     recently     ,     you’ve     grown     it     out     so     that     it     curls     around     the     nape     of     your     neck     and     falls     into     your     eyes     .     typically     ,     strands     are     tucked     behind     your     ears     unless     they     fall     out     of     place     .     soft     ,     incredibly     so     --- -     cherry     blossom     shampoo     and     conditioner     ensures     that     . eyes:     bright     blue     ,     cobalt     .     golden     rings     around     the     pupils     ,     with     green     and     hazel     flecks     throughout     .     lashes     are     unfairly     long     and     dark     ,     a     prettily     sooty     smudge     against     the     high     ridge     of     your     cheekbones     .     brows     are     dark     and     expressive     ,     unruly     ,     arched     ever     so     slightly     .     dark     indigo     bags     underneath     your     eyes     aren’t     an     unusual     sight     ,     results     of     too     -     long     nights     and     a     strange     work     schedule     . nose:     your     mother’s     button     nose     ,     small     and     straight     and     ‘     lovely     ’     according     to     your     rabid     fan     base     .     nothing     much     to     say     about     it     otherwise     .     you     considered     piercing     it     when     you     were     fifteen     and     going     through     it     for     unknown     reasons     .      mouth:     relatively     normal     lips     ,     slightly     plusher     lower     lip     but     that’s     not     saying     much     .     chewed     ,     bitten     ,     chapped     like     nothing     else     /     favourite     flavour     of     burt’s     bees     is     pomegranate     .     teeth     are     white     ,     straight     ,     pretty     good     teeth          ;          indents     of     which     often     find     themselves     deep     in     that     lower     lip     .

scars:     none     of     note     .     the     typical     petite     white     scars     of     childhood     across     knees     and     elbows     ,     but     nothing     too     serious     . tattoos,     piercings:     none     .     there     are     plans     in     the     works     ,     but     currently          ?          nothing     . more     body     modifications:     again     ,     nothing     .     bitch     is     boring     .

𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯     𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔢𝔢     .          biographicals          .

not     quite     your     typical     tale     of     boy     -     meets     girl          ;          art     gallery     curator     curator     watches     broadway     ‘     ingénue     ’          &          falls     head     over     heels     in     an     infatuation     that     borders     on     obsession     but     is     returned     tenfold     .     adele     st     .     croix     can’t     believe     her     luck          (          moved     to     manhattan     just     two     years     previously          ,          resumé     builds     beyond     belief          ,          engagement     to     a     big     name     is     imminent          !          )          and     pierre     -     louis     olivier     has     never     been     so     deeply     in     love     before          .          the     courtship     is     wonderful          ,          twilight     walks     in     the     park          ,          regular     dates     at     terribly     romantic     restaurants          ,          soft     kisses     on     random     stoops     and     rough          ,          impassioned     kisses     on     your     own          .          the     engagement     comes     in     1995          ,          &          a     year     later          ,          marriage     is     a     cover     story     and     a     four     -     page     spread     in     all     the     glossy     tabloids     your     mother     loves     to     collect          .          

your     conception     comes     as     a     shock          ,          of     course          .          neither     wanted     children     so     early          ,          just     a     year     into     their     marriage     but     the     very     first     time     that     your     mother’s     silky     -     smooth     hands     rest     on     the     then     -     flat     expanse     of     her     belly     it’s     over          .          unspoken     talks     of     termination     that     weighed     uncomfortably     heavily     on     unmoving     tongues     are     quashed          ,          replaced     by     fluttering     anticipation     of     a     child          .          your     impending     birth     is     announced     three     months     after     your     parents     find     out     they’re     expecting     you          ,          &          soon     enough     your     own     infantile     chunk     of     their     upper     east     side     penthouse          (          a     grandiose     wedding     present          )          is     carved     out          ;          decked     in     earthy     tones     and     warm     creams          ,          pastels     of     all     shades     and     joy     woven     into     each     choice          ,          you     are     a     source     of     joy     to     rival     the     sun          .

birth     is     almost     perfect          ,          only     one     day     past     your     due     date          .          naturally     your     first     breath     is     a     noisy     one          ,          wailing     and     crying     and     oh          ,          how     they     adore     you     already          !          adoration     seeps     into     your     bones     from     the     first     time     mother     holds     you          ,          presses     a     kiss     to     your     head     and     breathes     in     that     lavender         ,         fresh     -     linen     new     baby     smell          .          from     that     very     first     moment     love     is     ingrained     into     every     single     pore          ;          love     is     what     you     breathe          ,          what     you     feed     on          ,          what     you     see     the     world     through          .          your     mother     and     father     are     almost     sickeningly     in     love          ,          true     dotage     in     its     finest     form     and     later     in     life     you     suppose     you’re     lucky     to     have     grown     up     with     such     a     wonderful     idea     of     what     true     romance     is     meant     to     look     like          .          they     love     each     other          ,          and     they     love     you          .

childhood     is     wonderful          ,          if     you’re     perfectly     honest          .          it’s     a     blur     of     ice     cream     at     fancy     parlours     after     your     mother     picks     you     up     from     school          ,          renting     movies     and     getting     wonderful     takeaway     and     laughing     until     your     sides     ache          .          it’s     freshly     -     laundered     uniforms     that     just     look     so     damn     precious          ,          school     ties     in     immaculate     windsor     knots          .          (          schools     are     all     catholic          ,          of     course          ;          some     things     die     hard          ,          but     your     mother     and     father’s     commitment     to     their     faith     dies     harder          .          )          church     on     sunday     mornings          ,          followed     by     brunch     and     a     movie          /          picturesque          ,          absolutely     perfect          .          ignore     the     paparazzi     trailing     behind     you          ,          though          .          ignore     the     fact     that     despite     everything          ,          a     childhood     dripping     with     luxury     and     privilege     is     not     really     a     normal     childhood          .          normal     children     don’t     dress     in     such     expensive     clothes     in     their     free     time          ,          normal     children     don’t     understand     the     complete     and     utter         hedonism     that     you’re     enabled          .          

it’s     only     a     matter     of     time     before     you     find     your     calling          ,          though          .          you     are     fourteen          ,          already     a     gangly     mess     of     too     -     long     limbs     and     charming     smile     and     curls     that     melt     even     the     iciest     of     glares          .          you’ve     sat     in     the     backs     of     theatres     while     your     mother     rehearses     for     your     entire     life          ,          and     stepping     into     the     harsh     spotlight     itself     feels     like     home     in     a     way     you     can’t     possibly     describe     in     either     of     the     tongues     that     crowd     your     mouth          .          your     first     performance     is     macbeth          ,          and     you     dominate     like     nothing     else          ,          tragic     figure     with     a     mouth     of     steel          .          for     the     next     few     years     of     your     high     school     education     you     always     score     the     leading     role          ,          not     through     anything     but     the     sheer     force     of     your     talent          .          acting     is     second     nature     to     you          ,          a     comfortable     set     of     skins     you     fall     into     like     it’s     nothing          ,          like     they’re     nothing          .

sixteen     when     you     get     your     first     gig     ,     a     guest     appearance     in     some     established     police     procedural     ,     but     it’s     a     rush     like     nothing     else     .     one     gig     leads     to     another     ,     and     another     ,     and     another     !     it’s     not     until     you’re     hired     by     netflix     to     do     their     biggest     hit     ,     some     then     -     untitled     sci     -     fi     horror     80s     thing     ,     that     you     take     off     like     nothing     else     and     god     ,     it’s     like     nothing     you’ve     ever     known     .     blockbusters     are     offered     to     you     after     your     second     season     airs     ,     you     find     yourself     in     cameos     in     fucking     marvel     movies     ,     &     yet     nothing’s     quite     as     thrilling     as     horror     .     something     crawls     under     your     skin     the     first     day     you     shoot     stranger     things     ,     and     it’s     stuck     ever     since          ;          you     make     a     good     archetype     ,     the     dopey     yet     helpful     boyfriend     ,     the     white     knight     .     you’re     barely     nineteen     when     you     decide     what     your     avenue     is     and     make     a     conscientious     decision     to     stick     to     it     .

and     now          ?          your     imdb     page     glitters     ,     cacophany     of     roles     quite     unlike     each     other     ,     bad     guy     and     good     guy     and     killer     and     saviour     ,     all     crammed     in     together     .     didn’t     think     you     had     time     but     somewhere     you     met     someone     ,     fell     in     love     ,     started     dating     ,     all     that          ;          but     that     bleeding     ,     genuine     heart     of     yours     can’t     be     contained     ,     falls     in     love     five     times     a     day     ,     catches     itself     upon     the     hooks     of     others     and     impulse     control     is     a     long     -     forgotten     acquaintance     .     newspapers     call     you     a     heartbreaker     ,     but     you     never     break     hearts          ;          you     simply     leave     your     scent     on     bedsheets     and     heartbeats     alike     ,     prettiest     kind     of     ghost     .     sometimes     you     play     up     the     ‘     arrogant     heartbreaking     dipshit     ’     spiel     for     interviews     but     with     you     ,     what     you     see     is     what     you     get     :     passionate     ,     driven     ,     emotional     .     a     fervour     .     a     lover     ,     a     romantic     ,     altruistic     kinds     of     chaos     .     the     prettiest     kind     of     confusion     ,     all     wrapped     up     under     that     surname     .     oh     darling     ,     you’re     the     nicest     kind     of     sweet     nightmare     and     you     don’t     even     know     it     .

𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯     𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔯     .          wanted     connections          .

the     committed     relationship     .

the     string     of     lovers     he’s     been     seeing     .

exes     ,     on     any     kinds     of     terms     .

school     friends     from     forever     ago     .

co     -     stars     .

rivals     !!!!

╰   stats .  ◞,

click here for the statistics page  .

╰   pinterest .  ◞,

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╰   playlist .  ◞,

1. let you go by machine gun kelly , 2. bmo by ari lennox  ,  3. death by trippie redd ft. dababy  ,  4. agree to disagree by sleeping with siren  ,  5.  night shift by dave east ft. lil baby  , 6. violent crimes by kanye west  ,  7. runaway by aurora  ,  8. love song by lana del rey  ,  9. all the good girls go to hell by billie eilish  ,  10.  i think im okay by machine gun kelly ft. yungblood  ,  11. envy me by calboy  ,  12. cash s**t by megan thee stallion ft. dababy  ,  13. yellow hearts by ant sanders  ,  14. what to do? by jackboys ft. don toliver  ,  15. the git up by blanco brown  ,  16. erase your social by lil uzi vert  ,  17. everything i wanted by billie eilish  ,  18.  bandit by juice wrld ft youngboy never broke again  ,  19. bop by dababy  ,  20. candy by machine gun kelly ft. trippie redd  . 

╰   biography  .  ◞,

an only child born to a secretary for a mother & an often unemployed father in athens , ohio in late 1996 . life for young donna was nothing out of any film you would enjoy watching . a childhood full of neglect & growing up much too fast for your own good . her father , matthew , had fallen into heavy addiction just a year before donna’s birth & her mother , denise , had learned to bury her sorrows with a bottle of alcohol . well below the poverty index there were many nights she knew she wouldn’t come home to food on the table but instead a slew of addicts getting their high in the middle of the living room , keeping the young girl up at all times of the night with their rowdy antics . 

by the time she reached third grade she’d learned that her day at school would go over much more smoothly if she made sure she had her backpack, coat & on the one off chance that there was enough food in the house pack her lunch , because if she waited for one of her parents to do it for her she’d never make it to school on time . her mom often had to rush to work in a hungover state & her father didn’t wake up until after she was already due for school , so donna had relied on the bus to get to & from school each day . 

at twelve she’d realized that she was much happier the less time she spent at home & so she did all she could to stay out with her friends . she became one of those kids you passed wondering where their parents were at that time of night as them & their friends wreaked havoc in the streets of athens . picking up smoking weed at the ripe age of thirteen , she quickly learned nothing was a better fix for how much she’d hated her life than a quick blunt . she’d fallen into a dark place at a very young age & from her perspective there was really no way out of the downward spiral she had fallen into . she blamed her parents for messing her up so badly & often when she was home it turned into blows between herself & her parents the end result always landed her at one of her friends houses for the night. 

it wasn’t until she was fifteen that she befriended a new girl whose parents took a liking to donna & really took her in . it was something like a safe haven spot for her , somewhere she always knew she could go & they’d want to hear about her day or feed her . they’re the ones who learned of donna’s wanting to join the school theater club & urged her to do so . they attended her first performance & her second, third , fourth , etc . 

one of her performances at the school garnered the attention of a screenwriter who felt she was a perfect fit for a character they were in the process of creating . this was when her first hollywood deal came , initially turning it down as she had no means to so much as leave the city of athens forget travel to an entirely different state . the screenwriter offered to take care of her completely & before she knew it she was working on the first installment of the hunger games . 

when she got back to athens after spending a few months in los angeles she’d realized just how much potential there was out in the world . at this point she decided to take things within her life a bit more seriously . there was a life outside of athens , ohio & donna was craving for it now . making the conscious decision to focus on her schooling with the hopes that she’d be able to get into a decent university . college had never been so much as thought for donna before she’d left the city but after filming a movie , she realized almost anything was possible even for someone like her . 

during this same year , her parents split up & her father got back together with his highschool sweetheart , this prompted her father to admit to donna that she had a brother who was three years older than her , who was actually in college . the two got to know one another fairly well when he’d come back home from school during breaks & the two found themselves loving the idea of having a sibling . mutually upset that they’d spent so much of their time not knowing each other so much as existed . donna lived with her father & step-mother amanda in athens & the change in her father was more than visible .  she was more than happy that her father had gotten on the straight & narrow , no matter what had to take place for it to happen & who he needed in his life for it to take place . in this time her mother moved to cincinnati & the separation actually made the relationship between donna & her mother stronger . 

in 2014 , she graduated from highschool & had committed to attending ohio state university as a theater major . during her time in columbus , ohio she & her new found friends took a liking to the downtown area where they found a hidden gem bar that often held open mic nights . this is where donna was really able to cultivate her love for stand up , despite dabbling in it a few times back in high school & whenever she was out in los angeles . she took to college well & somehow managed to juggle her education , career & social life fairly well . if you ask her how she did it , she’ll always give all the credit to her brother brody & maybe some residual credit to weed . 

in her sophomore year she’d fallen in love for the very first time , with one of the quarterbacks at her university . they dated for two years before he’d decided to transfer to lousiana state university . she understood why he did it , he had a career in football he was chasing & she couldn’t be mad at him about that . despite the long distance & at times very hectic schedules between the two of them she worked on being the most supportive girlfriend she could to him & made it out to any & every game she possibly could of his . 

after graduating from ohio state she moved down to lousiana in hopes to be with him more but her career kind of kept going & so she was nearly in louisiana just as often as she had been before moving down there. they made it work for a good amount of time , but the distance just started to become a little too much . donna is someone who craves affection after a childhood of not much affection to be sparred . she caught herself at times during the relationship on the verge of cheating , but she is a staunch believer that if you truly love someone you could never do something of that magnitude to them . it was a mutual break up , that came in the early months of 2019 . 

she’s now been living in calabasas since she moved out of louisiana & is learning to get back onto her feet without someone there to uplift her  . 

╰   scandal  .  ◞,

B A S I C S

(  shawn  mendes  ,  twenty  three  ,  &  cismale  )  who  ?  these  days  ,  it’s  all  about  elliot  vieira  ,  who  comes  from  seattle  ,  wa  and  is  making  headlines  as  a  singer  &  model    .  he  currently  has  a  fan  count  of  46.9k  ,  no  thanks  to  the  rumors  of  them  being  cantankerous  !  but  ,  on  the  other  hand  ,  their  most  devout  fans  say  they’re  actually  gregarious  .  last  i  heard  ,  they  caused  quite  a  buzz  when  they  hosted  a  huge  end  of  the  year  party  !  it’s  no  wonder  they  remind  me  of  the  smell  of  cigarettes  on  their  clothes  no  matter  how  many  times  they’re  washed  ,  scars  that  seem  to  duplicate  each  year  due  to  dumb  stunts  &  an  unruly  addiction  to  black  coffee  .  

S T A T I S T I C S

full name : elliot chance vieira

nickname(s) : ellie , eli 

age , dob , zodiac : twenty-three , april 3rd , aries

hometown : seattle , washington 

gender & pronouns : cismale , he / him

sexual & romantic orientation : bisexual , biromantic

languages spoken : english - fluent , spanish - fluent , french - amateur

I N T R O D U C T I O N

elliot vieira is the son of andre & shannon vieira . but if you were to ask him today about his parents he would only mention his father , andre 

elliot’s mother left when he was around seven years old ; claiming that  ‘  being a trophy wife  ’  just wasn’t her lifestyle

that led elliot’s dad to spend most of his nights & days at work where he was the lucky owner of a car dealership 

with the flow of money , the vieira household was never short of money . plus , since elliot is an only child , most of the money was spent on what he wanted 

that being said , elliot grew up beyond spoiled 

his father ended up putting him in an all boys private school , something elliot truly didn’t mind seeing as he always found himself getting into trouble

his grades were decent , nothing particularly outstanding , but nothing that would hinder him from getting into college if he chose to go 

there was no doubt that elliot was one of the popular kids - that was evident ever since he was in middle school 

it was the amount of admires & friends that helped elliot begin to grow on social media , especially as he got older & went through high school 

through all the ups & downs of dating , sports , grades & family , elliot still had no idea what he wanted to do with his life after he graduated ?

cue elliot posting a poll & doing a q & a with his followers about what he should do with his life . guess what a good 86% of them said ? to be a model

so elliot brought it up to his father at the end of his junior year & his dad was all for it . he actually started elliot off as being the new face for his car dealership 

from that point on , elliot only grew from there - both in popularity & in the amount of trouble he got into

he accepted more & more modeling jobs that were local & then began expanding to gigs down in california 

his father is his biggest supporter , or rather he was . as elliot grew older his dad seemed to start paying less & less attention to him . his father currently only checks up on him every once in a while

it wasn’t until elliot was about twenty-one that he added singing onto his list of fame . he was more of a shower singer , but after a few friends said that he should try his hand at that - his popularity went up from there

with the popularity & money that he made all on his own , elliot began to become more & more egocentric & bratty & definitely more reckless 

as of right now , he just got done doing a tour in europe ! 

P E R S O N A L I T Y

a spoiled brat is what elliot is

wants everything to go his way or it’s the highway ? 

is really good at being friends with people , loves spoiling the sh*t out of his friends & doesn’t actually want anything in return 

he loves being surrounded by people & hates being alone

he’s really bad at having close friends though

kind of obnoxious & annoying ; has a bit of a temper too 

never thinks about the consequences of his actions

C O N N E C T I O N S 

we dated for a few months , i actually really liked you , you asked for a break & now it’s been a month & you’re in a relationship ? you asked for a break , not a break-up & now i don’t know what to do  (  0 / 1  )

we always see each other at parties & we’re always stealing glances at one another. i know what my intentions are & why i’m drawn to you - but i can’t figure out what yours are ; yet neither of us ever want to approach each other either  (  1 / 2  )

we’re friends joined at the hip - we even have a ship name between our fans & most people think that we’re honestly dating even though we’re just good friends. yet one night you confessed your feelings to me & now i’ve been avoiding you  (  1 / 1  )

i went to a party & got drunk & as a result my thoughts are running wild with how i’m a failure & that i know i’m an asshole . i always end up dialing your number , asking if i can come over , talk & end up staying the night  (  1 / 1  )

cosette's  birth  marked  her  a  libra  ;  quixotic  ,  indulgent  ,  fluctuating  .  she  was  welcomed  with  warm  arms  by  her  doting  parents  ;  claudette  &  iven  desrosiers  ━━━   renowned  duo  (  think  sonny  and  cher  ,  the  civil  wars  )  &  immaculate  image  of  pure  love  .  as  their  first  and  only  child  ,  cosette  was  never  short  of  affection  .

as  cosette  grew  ,  it  became  evident  that  nothing  is  as  picture  perfect  as  it  may  seem  .  although  entirely  engrossed  in  each  other  ,  her  parents’  relationship  was  wildly  tempestuous  ━━━   a  love  so  cavernous  it  can  never  be  wholly  satisfied  thus  is  only  ever  destined  to  ultimately  crash  &  burn  ;  it's  simply  a  matter  of  when  .

despite  the  ups  and  downs  of  her  parents  marriage  ,  cosette  has  ever  remained  a  hopeless  romantic  .  every  minor  aspect  of  her  life  has  been  relentlessly  romanticised  &  scrutinised  through  rose  -  tinted  glasses  .  she  definitely  lives  in  her  own  dream  world  ;  as  if  she  were  a  character  in  her  own  movie  .  it  leaves  her  wildly  vulnerable  ,  yet  unattainable  at  the  same  time  .

with  musicians  for  parents  ,  her  own  passion  for  music  was  somewhat  inescapable  .  touring  with  them  as  a  child  ignited  the  very  flame  that  had  flourished  within  them  when  they  were  just  starting  out  as  naive  nineteen  year  olds  .  she  definitely  acknowledges  that  her  career  has  rocketed  off  of  their  backs  ,  and  has  always  been  very  grateful  for  it  .  she  uses  the  stage  name  '  cosie  '  (  her  vc  is  clairo  so  ...  seemed  fitting  hehe  )  .

personality  -  wise  ,  she’s  kinda  ...  rly  pretentious  sdjfjf  i  guess  you  could  say  there's  an  air  of  falseness  about  her  ;  as  if  she's  trying  to  mask  herself  to  a  degree  .  she's  got  a  public  image  as  being  rather  dainty  &  holds  a  persona  of  '  butter  wouldn't  melt  '  ,  but  of  course  there's  more  beneath  the  surface  >:)

blue  is  the  only  daughter  to  a  couple   of  south  korean  immigrants  that  came  to   america  when  they  were  in  their  very  early  20s  n  already  expecting  blue  in  order  to  chase  the  american  dream  n  create  a  better  life  for  themselves  n  their  family  .  their  life  was  pretty  hard  for  a  big  part  of  blue’s  childhood  ,  while  they  were  both  studying  n  working  odd  jobs  to  pay  for  their  education  all  the while  taking  care  of  a child .  so  blue  didnt  have  the  best  childhood  ,  not  that  her parents  were  bad  or  anything  they  just  didnt  have  time  for  her  . nowadays  ,  they  are  a  lot  more  comfortable  in  life  ,  since  her  dad  became  a  lawyer  n  her  mom  is  a  nurse  ,  but  they  definitely  didnt  have  an  easy  beginning  .

ok  so  maybe  bc  they  werent  present  durant  most  of  her  childhood  they  didnt  notice  a  lol  of  signs  that  might  have  made  things  a  lot  easier  for  them  ,  bc  by  the  time  they  were  available  to  emotionally  be  there  , during  her  early  teenage  years ,  blue  was  already  kinda  a  mess . she  had  grown  up  w  very  lil  structure  n  refused  the  rules  they  tried  to  instill  on  her  n  was  already  used  to  doing  things  her  own  way  .  that  lead  to  a  lot  of  conflict  between  them  ,  since  they  expected  her  to  study  hard  n  do  well  for  herself  in  a  nine to fiver  when  she  was  already  sure  art  was  the  only  way  to  go  n  while  she  did  ok  ,  she  definitely  wasn’t  as  good  as  her parents  expected  her  to  be .

so  ...  u  know   her  teenage  yrs  were  basic  girl  angsty  she  fought  a  lot  w  her  parents  n  rebelled  frequently  n  ran  away  from  home  like  ...  weekly  ,  but  she  never  rly  had  any  real  hardships  .  life  was  reasonably  good  but  she  always  had  something  to  complain  abt  ...  just  as  she  liked

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but  then  she  reached  her  late  teens    they  all  realized  there  was  something  going  on  other   than  the  usual  teenage  angst  she  displayed  all the time  when  she  had  her  first  manic  episode  .   her  parents  thought  it was  a  “  blue  thing  “  at  first  bc  she  was  usually  a  very  impulsive  person  n  she  rly  didn’t  have  a  habit  of  thinking  before  acting  on  her  impulses  ,   but  her  mom  quickly  noticed  the  signs  of  a  manic  episode  when  she  realized  how  aggitated  n   restless  she  was  , specially  when  blue  described  an   hallucination  she  seemed  to  be  having  .   they  took  her  to  a  psychiatrist  ,  she  was  admitted  to  a  hospital  n  diagnosed  w  type 1  bipolar  disorder  n  very  quickly  medicated .  while  the  medication  brought  her  out  of  her  episode  ,  n  she  was  allowed  to  go  home  after  her  mood  seemed  to stabilize  ,   blue  also  noticed  it  stunted  her  severely  emotionally  n  decided  (  against  medical  n  parental  advice  [  pls  dont  do  it  fam  !!  take  ur  meds  ]  )  to  quit  her  medication  ,  falling  into  her  first  major  depressive  episode  a  few  weeks  afterwards  . n  for  abt  four  years  she’s  been  living  w  her  disorder  ,  n  she  doesn’t  medicate  at  all  .  she’s  super  open  abt  her struggles  n  she  has  a  Lot  of  them  ,  specially  w  how  much  drugs  n  alcohol  she  consumes  .   i  never  said  she  was  smart  yall  .

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ok  so  as  u  probably  assume  ,   blue  is  an  emotional  mess  .  she  has  a   very  chaotic  personality  ,  n  most  of it  isnt  even  from  her  illness or  anything  she  just  is  a  very  chaotic  person  in  general  ?  she  is   one  of  those  artsy  ppl  who  forgets  to  wash  her  own  clothes  so  she  ends  up  wearing  the  same  dress for  like  ,  3 days .  she’s  super  outspoken  n  outgoing  n  rly easy  at  making  friends  if  u  can  get  past  the  dumbass energy  she  exudes 24/7  ?  but  yes  just  a  very  outgoing  person  n  a  outright  mess  most  of  the  time  .  she  is  also  soooo stubborn  u  will  never  get  her  to  change  her  mind  abt  smth  she  believes  to  be  right  about  in  any  way  .  u  just  cant  .  she  loves  a  good  time  n  loves  partying  n  is  the  lack  of  impulse  Queen  soo if  u  got  any  bad  ideas  she  is  the  one   u  should  go  for  if  u  need  any  company  .  also .... so dramatic  .  she  makes  a  big  deal  of  everything  n  has  0  apologies  abt  that  .  just  catch  her  crying  over  high  school  musical  3  or  smth  like  that  .

but  yea  on  the  bad  side  tho  ,  blue  takes  up  n  gives  up  on  projects  so  easily  n  she  can  be  super  fickle  abt  things  in  general  .  like  ,  she  will  defend  an  idea  for  7  hours  but  2  days  later  she’s  already  onto  smth  else  n  doesnt  even  remember  being  so  obsessive  abt  that  other  thing  ?  a  mess .  is  also  Quite  abrasive  ?  if  she  thinks  ur  acting  dumb  shes  not  gonna  be  scared  to  call u  out  on  it  .  can  also  have a  Reaally  explosive  temper  .  not  usually  but  specially  during  manic  episodes  she  can  be  quite  easy  to  annoy  ngl  .  is  very  unreliable  ,  especially  if ur not  too  close  ..  tbh  that  is  something  connected  to  her  disorder  .  when  she’s  on  a  manic  episode  ,  she  will be  too busy  planning  things  she  will  never  get  around  to  doing  or  painting  her  entire  house  or  spending  3  days  awake  n  drunk  writing  17  songs  by  herself  .  n  during  her  depression  is  very  hard  to  get  her  to  do  anything  n  even  if  she  feels  terrible  , she  rly  cant be  an  available  friend  .

in  regards  to  her  sexuality  ,  she’s  an  open  bisexual  and   also  is  a  crazy  romantic  n  falls  so  hard  for  literally  no  reason .  but  like  ...  doesnt  have  the  healthiest  mentality  for  relationships  ?  not  like  in  a  toxic  way  but  she  will usually  give  145%  of  herself  at  all times  n  honestly  believes  all  of  the  ppl  she  falls  for  are  the one (1)  just  wants  to  make  things  work  no  matter  what  .  she’s  v  impulsive  w/  meeting  n  falling  for  ppl  tho  so  things  dont  rly  end  up  working  n  she  always  ends  up  heartbroken  over it  .  Well  .  At least she’s  trying  right  ?

in regards  to  her  career  n  art  , she’s  posted  youtube  covers  n  original  songs  for  a  couple  years  and  gathered a  decent  following  ?  she  wasnt  huge  or  anything  but  she  did  get  a  record  deal  w  an  actual  big  label  out  of  it  a  few  months  ago  .  blue  was  pretty  happy  abt  it  but  then  when  the  recording  process  started  she  realized  they  werent  treating  her  as she  thought  she  deserved  at  all  ?  which  resulted  on her  taking  her  thoughts  to  some  reps  of  the  label  n  when  she  didn’t  feel  any  difference  in  the  way  she  was  being  treated  she  took  it  to  the public  ?  which  definitely  caused  quite a  sitr  bc  she  wasn’t  a  huge  name  but  she  was  big  enough  ?  so  now  she’s  in  some  considerable  trouble  w  her  label  but  Also  more  famous  than  ever  so  they  are  choosing  not  to  bury  her  for  now  ?  she’s  in  some  definite  trouble  though  so  it’ll  be  fun  to  see  what  happens  next  n  what  her  moves  will be  ?  spoiler  alert :  it’ll prob  be  smth  dumb.

i  still have  so  much  to  say  but  i’m  so lazy  wow .  dont  start  ur  intros  so  close  to opening  time  folks  thats  my  tip  as  an  old  internet  auntie  .  OK SO  ONTO  SOME  CONNECTIONS  NOW  

some label  mates  who  she  may  or  may  not  get  along  with  ?

hookups !!  she  prob  has  a  few  she  regrets  too   bc  who  doesnt  am i  right

best  friends !!  ppl  who  actually  support  her  n  she  loves  w  no restrictions  just  love  all  around  friends

exes </3  not  gonna  lie  i  have  some  sad  ideas  abt  this  one

good  influence  bc  blue  is  a  mess she  needs  one  of  those  pls  someone  slap  her  head  n  make  her  drink  some  water

a  fling  she  has  feelings  for  but  may  not  be  requited  ...  i  like  my  romantic  connections  to  be  angsty  did yall  notice

artistic  soulmate  !!  someone  her  artistic  bitch  side  just  vibes  with  ?  could  be  a  songwriter  or  singer or  anything  tbh

some   indecisive  romantic   shit where blue rly  knows  sh’s  too messy  n  this  person  is too amazing ?  but  they still  have  feels  so   ... now  what ?

zion was born from a wealthy lawyer and a working class mother. his dad not wanting this news to escape he had dipped out from their lives early on, he knew this news would fuck up his career so he didn’t want to take a chance. 

zion is such a mamas boy, he loves her so much. he recognized from a young age all the sacrifices she made for him so he tries his best to return it to her and sometimes even others

that being said money was very very tight growing up and he ended up fucking around and selling weed to make some money to try to help out with his mom

as he was selling weed, he would often hang out around with the wrong crowd though this is what got him into singing/rapping and producing music

he was hustlin with his music and selling drugs. you needed a gram? cool you get a free mixtape with it.

zion has a daughter, though shes not biologically his. he doesn’t bat an eye or treat her any different. aubrey is his best friends daughter. 

now that zions music/his production is starting to take off, his dad is starting to come back into his life and he absolutely hates that.

zion can be very blunt/an asshole but he does have a soft side especially when it comes to his daughter

connections:

other artists to collab with

frenemies/fwb

friends

B A S I C S

(  tom holland  ,  twenty-two  ,  &  cismale  )  who  ?  these  days  ,  it’s  all  about  nolan  lovell  ,  who  comes  from  anaheim  ,  ca   and  is  making  headlines  as  an  actor  &  youtuber  .  he  currently  has  a  fan  count  of  988.7K  ,  no  thanks  to  the  rumors  of  them  being  disorganized  !  but  ,  on  the  other  hand  ,  their  most  devout  fans  say  they’re  actually  nurturing  .  last  i  heard  ,  they  caused  quite  a  buzz  when  he  spoke  about  leaving  the  acting  scene  !  it’s  no  wonder  they  remind  me  of  the  smell  of  homemade  baked goods  ,  a  text  from  his  parents  on  his  lock  -  screen  &  a  wardrobe  fit  for  a  disney  prince  . 

S T A T I S T I C S

full name : nolan anes lovell

nickname(s) : n/a

age , dob , zodiac : twenty-two , august 13th , leo

hometown : anaheim  ,  ca

gender & pronouns : cismale , he / him

sexual & romantic orientation : bisexual , biromantic

languages spoken : english - fluent , french - fluent , sign language - fluent

I N T R O D U C T I O N

nolan lovell is the son of big time actor: scotty lovell who has been in movies like charlie & the chocolate factory, pirates of the caribbean, & sweeney todd & whatnot

his father’s actor claim is johnny depp <3

nolan’s mother, beverly, was not a celebrity but work at disneyland as princess aurora !

so both his parents were actors in a way

at the same time nolan & his brother went to disneyland wayyy too much tbh

with such a popular actor has his father, expectations were held for both him & his brother growing up

unfortunately for the lovell family, nolan’s older brother, hilton, did not do well in the acting department; he was sluggish, he was obnoxious, & he just didn’t want to do it

that being said, nolan was more or less shoved into the acting career from a young age

he went to an acting school, appeared in films as a young child, & his parents managed him for a long while

his acting claim is tom holland for rn, i might add another person eventually

nolan started out hating acting ? he thought it was a waste of time & it was really frustrating to be put through it 

but as he got older he wanted to stay in it so that his parents had someone to pass their legacy onto ?

so he stuck with the acting school & the random handful of classes that they signed him up for. 

the only time he saw his dad ? was when he was starring in a play or at a first showing of his movie/show

so nolan started appearing in more & more things ? so that he could see his dad more & more ?

he’s lived under his parent’s control for the mass majority of his life & he still does to this day tbh 

at the end of 2019, he said that he wanted to leave the acting scene to focus on his youtube channel & his family basically exploded & said it was just a joke

his youtube channel rn is something he posts to scarcely bc of all the time he spends on sets

but it’s full of culinary videos !! he’s a huge nerd when it comes to cooking & wants to do youtube videos more often about it 

eventually he would like to expand on his channel & do vlogs & other things but he doesn’t want to do that until he’s out of the acting scene

he’s currently not talking to his parents - or rather they aren’t talking to him bc wowow, they built him & they dont want him to throw it all away so young

P E R S O N A L I T Y

sweet frog boi

loves to please other people before himself ?

kind of a health nut

a bit into horticulture

v v v humble