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I watched him leave.

Sheets crumpled up, pooling at my waist from where I sat on the bed, the warmth of Calum gone, his cologne still there. Faint, but there. Somehow I was relieved he had left. I wouldn't have to worry about those 3 words leaving my mouth by an accident. I could let my guard down again.

I should be used to this by now. We've done this countless times. I'm his little getaway and he's my little everything. He doesn't know that of course. Not yet. Most probably never will.

A single "please stay Calum?" slipped from my lips before I knew it and he stopped then and there, a cold stare at me and he left. That little goodbye he mumbled before closing the door was enough for me to break down. I just had to ruin everything, didn't I?

So um, I’m back? Oh god this feels awkward... I see stuff has changed in the 5sos fam, looots of drama since I’ve last checked in on wassup with my boys. I guess I should explain myself on why I’ve been gone. So a year and eight months ago in July I went to a music festival and at that festival I met a guy with very bright and beautiful blue eyes aaand somehow that boy became my boyfriend in just a few days. The whole time I’ve been gone we’ve been together or i’ve been in University. Aaand that’s pretty much where I’ve been this whole time, hehe...

I don’t know if this blog or cake is still relevant, but I got lot’s of time on my hands aaaand thought that maybe I should start writing again. I have been wanting to write fic or a one shot on a real story and my story Immune on Wattpad has been on hold for like... oh god, almost 2 years o.o

So yeah, if there are still some of my old buddies out there and/or cake peep’s who would like to welcome me back and get more story’s from me, lemme know? or don’t, i’ll write and post something anyway xD