Ziva locked her jaw, ignoring the thought as soon as it came. There was no time to victimize herself, wallowing over the fact that no one had come to search for her. She simply wasn’t that valuable. It was high time for her to accept that. No life in a foreign country or a team like Gibbs’ would change that. She had never depended on anybody to lead such a life, fighting for what she believed in.
If she were to die protecting her family, any death would be merciful. It was much more than she could ask for.
Taking a match from a nearby box, Ziva set the photograph on fire, already knowing its location by heart. The paper turned to ash, shrinking in her hand, and she stared at the flames, her eyes fixated on them until they neared her fingers. The tempting sensation of the fire licking her fingertips nearly burned her skin, but she blew it away at the last minute.
Her bloodied fingers turn sooty with ash. Ziva found it ironically fitting.
Considering all the destruction she had caused.