#cailem

here is the umpteenth version of this character WOO Cailem in militia au lives to become an acting lieutenant of the Asura unit (pictured here in his mid thirties). He’s often dragged places to demonstrate the prowess of his unit and potentially help procure potential candidates , much to his internal disdain.

[Full File Here] It’s been a while, hasn’t it?

I never meant to be away for this long. Do you remember me from when we departed? I surely hope that you do not. I was not in a good place, I hurt everything around me-- I hurt you. Myself. I could no longer control the despair so hollow inside of my soul, resonating so thick with darkness in the miasma that permeated my being. I remember you saying you did not mind, that it did not matter --- but it really did.  I was not to sit idle as I slowly killed you.

What I could not say so long ago--- is that I lost something important to me. Something... I gave up in reckless abandon in my temporary time of relief. Time that is... Already slipping away from my memory. The colors are so very faint again. To have lost my light in this eternal darkness drove me mad, I could not live any longer... Without it.

Within my despair I found the light once again... But from a different source. While I had betrayed the element’s trust, I had not forsaken the eyes of a benevolent God. A God who’s mercy and necessity called out to me to become their vessel. I had no choice, the darkness was suffocating my very being...

I am now the avatar of Rajin, the God of weather and storms. I have inherited the title of ‘Indra’. Within his grace, he grants me light, in return I must act as his hand upon the face of Arad. I travel to villages far and wide suffering from famine and drought that once/still call Raijin their guardian deity. I bestow the God’s boon upon the faithful and strike down all those who cling to life without morality. 

Within learning how to use this power, I have come to realize my very own emotions are all that it takes to alter the weather for better or worse. I was to cast away all that I held onto in my past life to control this immense power, to only do just upon the guidance of a new master and to find peace and tranquility inside of myself again.

I am still so very lost, in pain. I am not who I was when you knew me at my best. I do not know if he still lives inside of me...

oh wowowow I WANNA ANSWER THIS IN GRAVE DETAIL and I will soon!! But Cailem (my asura) has a writeup here <3 I’ve also been able to actually roleplay him a lot recently and am learning quite a bit more about him so I may append that information soon!! But here is a synopses of the other two;

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My Soul Bender’s name is Vert. He was demon cursed very young like most of my Ghost Knights and-- his father wasn’t too thrilled about that. Slightly sick in the head (A LOT sick in the head????) He paralyzes his son as soon as he is contaminated, fracturing his spine so gravely it makes Vert bedridden and in tremendous pain. Vert has a younger sister (name unclear still) who so desperately wants to help her brother escape the maddening and toxic existence of their father but they are too weak to do so. 

 Vert's only sanctuary is the help of his sister. He regretfully and eventually asks her to kill him, or unshackle his demonic arm so Kazan could kill him their self. Unable to kill their own brother, She regretfully unshackles his arm.Vert is then confronted by Kazan himself who is most displeased with his condition. Kazan offers to heal his back so long as he could use Vert as a spectral medium. He accepts. 

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My Weaponmaster’s name is Seigeki. He’s an older fellow, owns his own dojo and the like and is very very picky about who he trains in the art of weapon wielding. Seigeki’s training's primarily involve Short Swords (kurtana), Katana, Zanbato, and Lightsaber mastery but is versed with many many others and can successfully master them with his own stoic diligence.

Seigeki comes from old Suju blood, a very rich lineage of weapon masters and their descendants. While he is so very attuned to the art of using weaponry, he also takes great interest in Nen and its use in combat and as a means to find inner peace. His battle with his demon has been long and arduous, leaving him very stone-like personality-wise. He does have his quirks but don’t expect this one to smile or be merry. That’s a waste of energy.

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