War
I fight an endless war with myself
One without knives or guns
But the thoughts in my head and the life at hand
Trying to make the next move before fate does
And before the dark of me takes over my body
It is trying to be in control
Its parody lies
In that I hurt myself to save myself
And in saving myself I hurt myself
And where parody lies
A truth lies
In perhaps a war that never existed
Or was never meant to be won
It was all my head
That’s it
But any war
This war
Is hard
Its exhausting
And im drained
And it could mean life or death
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