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I'm just not sure how I feel but what I am not is numb. Full of deep concern and fear of the unknown as I see you travel so far away from home. Please don't lose your direction, please stay on the path as I don't want to see you roam. know that the door is open that it will never close. My feelings are sadness, love and happiness that my once little duckling Is really leaving and leaving the nest. I know you have to grow and go but still I feel I'll love you best. There is just no understanding that there will be an empty nest. Sadness that the time has come for you to move along. Sadness as your need for me feels like playing a good bye, good luck or I'm gonna miss you song. Sadness I can't accept that you!ll be gone. Love because you are a part of me to which I wish no harm. love because that's what you do when you are a mom. Love and deep concern for all that this life can do. Love because I need you to understand that this is what you need for yourself if you are to stand a chance in this thing called life. Love yourself a lot and don't settle for second best. Always remember mother because her love is the best. Happy that you are ready to be the independent you. Happy that you can express the grown up side of you that apron string and childlike things are what you just out grew. They are a thing of the past . Happy that a mothers love will never be the past. Happy that you will make a life for yourself and do your best. While knowing that I'm happy for you doesn't mean that I'm at rest. #feelingabandoned.

People often say have a good day Do they mean it, Do they understand it Moreover can they define it. Is a good day simply that your day is pleasant,smooth without chaos Simply that things have gone in your favor and you are in your own heaven. Good days are days that you wake up an recognize that you are once again in the land of the living. Good days are when you have the activity of your limbs that your physical body allows you to move. That there is no pain . There has been no occurrence throughout your course that has hindered you in any way. Good days are when you can remember what you did ,ate ,drank ,said and what time these things occurred. That your memory short and long term are still intact. So that you remember seconds ,minutes , hours days weeks month and years. That you are not left fighting trying to understand what's going on and who the heck some one is that you have known all of your life. Good days are days when you can see hear and think. That your sight has not gone from light to darkness . That your ears have not gone from receiving sound to silence. That you inner and outer voice can still sing, shout, talk and make a joyful noise . Good days are days when all of you senses are working together And working together for the he in us who affords us GoodDays. Good days are blessings and gifts from God!

Today is not a movie or a script well written. Today is the deck of cards that has been dealt once you opened your eyes to its glorious ness. Today is an opportunity and most certainly a privilege. Today is what we have for tomorrow is not promised. So lets make the best of it TODAY!!!

Kids at the car dealer are hilarious too. Man they just don't know what to say or what to do. They show out like they need to be tamed. All they know is they really don't want to stay here and play the waiting game. They come with a plan or spread your business all over the place. Most often they are hungry, sleepy or bored as they say. They don't want to sit here all day. Do they realize they can't drive don't have a job and are along for the ride. Here at this point I feel I can take some pride ; in how I raised my kids on what to say and how to act. For the public is not the place it can be an embarrassing space. For the kids that get cursed out slapped and knocked down. They better not cry or even frown. Just sit your behind down and stop asking so many question is as mildly as I can put. Because today I saw a kid fly off of someone's foot. The kid exclaimed! mommy you are mean; while the people in the dealer all rushed to intervene. So just from that statement you gotta know its and older crowd. Otherwise it may have gotten loud. Thank you Lord for not making it a bigger scene. So while this parent sees the era of her ways. I pray that she address her kids in a better way. I think all places of business need a sign they can display. I can surely tell you what they ought to say. No Abusing Your Kids Because We Call 911; or If your Kid is short on Home training or Manners as they say. We can Reschedule you another day;We do not Referee we Report. The moral is when you do it in public you can end up in court. Not being discriminatory but a sign that can say. We only want Mild Mannered, not Hungry, nor Sleepy or Darn right Rude Kids on this Establishment more than Twice a week and especially not on SATURDAY. So let your. Conscience be your guide. When you go to the dealer with your kids have some parental pride.

Hello c2c family. What happened last night! Didn’t expect all his snow. I hope everyone is snuggled up, warm, and safe. I miss all of u a lot. It’s like withdrawal for chocolate! I had a lot of obstacles during the past 6 months from being nervous about the class, taking care of my 84year old mom (which I finally got in home care approved for her just in Jan.,to my job being terminated( got a new job go to orientation on 2/20/14 god willing and a lot of other things going on to. Not complaining, just need to let everyone know put God first and He will work it out. I even got a final blessing of $900 I didn’t see that one coming the way it did, but that’s how God works I’m so grateful and humbled. That God gave me the strength to push on, and He got me through all of this and I didn’t miss not one class . I pray the best for all of you! Just had to let you know things happen, everyone’s life isn’t all roses,but it’s what you do, you always have a choice, I chose GOD and look what He did for me.

To know that we have two arms,legs,feet,eyes,ears,lips is amazing to me. Especially when I see someone acting like the monkey that swings from tree to tree. Maybe acting like a dog chasing the cat and even the cat chasing the rat. Begs the question How much are we related to the animals we see? Only god knows the answer he created you and me. But in that creation he made us unique giving us four finger and a thumb and a voice to speak. So why is it that we can't differentiate the one who's the dog, the rat and the snake. For their action are similar if not the same laying in wait playing the I'm going to get you game. God gave us characteristics which seem to be the same but once again he made us different he gave us a brain. So as I observe Gods creatures to explain why we do similar things I must refrain and attribute it to animal nature. My senses tell me that we @ truly are not that far removed from the beast that walk this land.

These are the only plants I was able to keep when I moved in May 2013. All of my large plants I had to give way to my friend. She said they are doing well. I really got emotional when I had to give them up. It was one of my gardening hobbies. 1/30/14