💭 cyan / val
"I'm glad you're my best friend, and through it all, I'm thankful for it. But part of me worries that all this, the me that you, and Sissy, and Gia worked so hard for before this year is just a cover for the kind of shit Hunter brought down on our heads. I didn't believe in this for a second when I showed up. It took being nearly torn to shreds to convince me you all weren't... crazy. And now, going on three years in I- worry. That I'll wake up one day and you'll realize I'm a dick. That Sissy'll work out that I'm the kind of terrible that sorry doesn't fix and then I'm alone again. Then I remember how hard you tried for Hunter when he kept trying to prove you wrong and I realize maybe that was dumb."
"If anybody's gotta be my ride or die, I'm glad it's you, V."
