#c.h

on brothers

En un bar de la ciudad se encontraba un país de aspecto oscuro pero sus colores no lo ayudaban a eso, rojo, amarillo y verde. Estaba tomando otra vaso de cerveza como cualquier día. De pronto llega otro país a su lado, estrella blanca, colores azul, blanco y rojo, sus alas negras con orejas de ciervo color rojo lo destacaban. Un país que internamente odiaba el boliviano.

- ¿vienes a restregarme la cara como todos los demás que pare de beber?

-lo contrario.... Vengo a hacerte compañía. ¡Mesero dame una copa por favor!

Bastante sorprendente para algunos, la mayoría de las personas ya casi ni vienen al bar a tomar un trago.

-¿Que eres?

-nisiquiera otros países me reconocen, soy el escudo de chile, el cóndor y el huemul.... La gente ya ni me recuerda cuando tenían que cantar de mí, nisiquiera los niños saben que existo, sin mencionar que quedan alrededor de 4 o 2 de mi especie... ¿Y tú qué haces aquí?,¿Cómo te a tratado la vida?

-una mierda total, no puedo hacer nada bien, la gente trata de obligarme a parar de beber y la rehabilitación no funciona....

-eso es triste.... ¿Salud? -levanta su copa con una mirada sería y sonrisa apenada-

-.... Salud. -chocan vasos y empiezan a tomar-... No había visto a casi nadie en este bar estos meses a parte de estúpidos rehabilitadores.

-eso mi primera vez aquí... Mi nombre es chile pero como mi dueño se llama así, llámame C.H.

-.... Soy dark bolivia, un gusto.

Dark. Bolivia: @coneink

C.H: UwU

is falling out of love.

FUCK ME! (Pt1, Pt2, Pt3, Pt4) Part 6

Pairing : Calum Hood x Reader

Words: 2423

Warning: Swearing and fuck my feelings

Sum. : Calum and you are doing terribly being apart from one another but Ashton makes it his mission to make you two happy again.

A/N: OK so I cried while writing the first part so yeah I am doing great thanks for asking, secondly way more important: I tried something new with including a P.o.v from the Boy's side, idk let me know what you think.

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"What do you mean I can't stay?", you were furiously walking up and down the empty room. "I can't just move back to Australia! We can practically break up if I have to do that", you pulled at your hair and wanted to scream in annoyance. "Calum for fucks sake say something", you knew that it wasn't his fault or his doing but still it was his management. He was sitting on one of the chairs with his head in his hands. "I don't fucking know either! I don't want you to leave but what am I going to do! I have nothing to say in this.", his head shot up and he looked at you in pain. "Look Y/N I know that this is shit and that it is far from ideal but I swear to you", he got up stopping right in front of you, "I swear this won't break us."

This had been a month ago and for the first three weeks everything was kind of fine. You had left the tour the end of the week moving back to your parent's temporarily, planning on at some point moving into Calum's house in LA. But slowly the contact had been getting less and less, by now you hadn't heard anything from him for over two days. You loved him so much that every time you thought of him your heart broke a little more.

It was late at night and you were ready to go to bed when you decided to call him one last time. In his time zone it should be around nine in the morning and you knew they should not have anything planned. The ringing from the phone made you more anxious the more time passed, and again he didn't answer. It directed you to his voice mail and this time you left a message; 'Calum please! Why won't you answer, what is going on? I can't do it this way, I know that distance can be important sometimes but not this. If it's because of me please tell me what I should change because I will, I swear to you I will do everything I can' Your message got interrupted a few times by you sobbing and choking up. By the end you were in full on tears and when you ended the call you ended up crying yourself to sleep, not the first time in the last month.

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Calum felt like he had lost the only thing that had kept him going. On stage he felt great, the adrenalin pumping through his veins. But whenever he had finished a call with Y/N he either felt like crying or when he was alone he did. He wanted to please the management to the best of his abilities but he was wearing thin, he spent his days locked up in a room if he didn't have any official things to do. The only other interaction he had were with the boys. They were worried for him, especially Ashton. He was so close to Calum that he feared he would snap or do worse things. The knock on the door didn't make Calum get out of bed but Ashton knew that and opened the door to his bedroom with a spare key he had stolen out of Calum's utility closet, just in case.

They all had a key to the front door to the other's houses and so he was able to enter whenever he wanted. He opened the door and entered slowly. The curtains were drawn close but it was still bright enough to make out the tall figure laying on the bed curled up into a ball. "Cal", Ashton muttered and sat down on the bed next to him. "You can't go on like this", he put his hand on Calum's shoulder. "We need to do something, have you spoken to her yet?", Ashton's voice couldn't sound any calmer, he tried his best to help his friend. Calum shook his head, "It hurts too much to hear her talk, it makes me physically sick to know that she is unhappy, unhappy because of me" Ashton listened closely but got up and pulled the curtains open. Calum squinted and pulled the blanket over his head. "I do get you Cal, I let you sulk in your pain for a while now but I can't take it anymore. Because whenever she calls me I can hear how hurt she is because you are moving further and further away from her.", he had talked to Y/N on the phone a few times and even he found it hard to hear the pain. He walked back over and grabbed Calum's phone, after unlocking it and seeing the voicemail she had left he let it play after saying," I know this will hurt but you can't stay like this". Y/N hadn't even finished her first sentence when Calum was already in tears, his sobs matched up with hers and Ashton felt his heart drop. He knew that Calum was doing bad but not that bad. " I'm going to push you Calum because you won't get through this otherwise.", he patted Calum's shoulder. "You will call her back now, I don't care if you wake her up, you will call her back or you may loose her completely just like you are afraid of." Calum didn't want to give up on Y/N because she was everything he wanted and so even though it was incredibly hard for him he grabbed his phone to call her.

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You were ripped from your troubled attempt of sleep when your phone rang. Looking at the caller your stomach flipped and your head was spinning. "Cal?", you voice broke and you felt tears fill your eyes again. "I love you! I am so sorry", his voice was laced with sobs and you almost didn't understand him. "Hey hey hey, calm down. Breath in, breath out! Everything is going to be fine", you didn't feel fine at all but hearing him like that made you feel stronger than before, like you had to be, for him. His breathing slowed down a bit and you tried to calm him down even further. "I need you, I need you here with me! You are the only reason, you are my only reason", he sobbed again and you couldn't help but sing the lyrics silently to yourself.

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The call took forever and Ashton left the room to talk to the others. When he entered the kitchen that Luke and Michael were sitting in they stood up as soon as they saw Ashton's worried face. "We need to talk to Management now! I'm going to drive there now you can come with me or not. But if we don't act immediately, we will lose him.", he grabbed the keys he had placed on the counter and his phone. Thankfully they were home for the week which meant that they were able to drive to the office that management had in LA in person. Ashton was ready to force them to take back their decision if it meant that Calum would be happy again. The band wasn't the same with him like this.

An hour later Ashton was storming into an office with Luke and Michael right behind him. It took almost another hour and multiple things said that they never imagined they would threaten their management with but in the end they came to an agreement.

When they returned to Calum's they found him sitting in the backyard, a cigarette in his hand staring at the sky. "Calum?", Luke looked at him and stepped a little closer. He turned around to face them, "Ash! Thank you!", he stood up, putting out his cigarette and walking up to Ashton hugging him. "We got even better news", he wrapped his arms around Calum tightly.

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You had gotten back to bed when the call with Calum ended, you couldn't fall asleep deeply but were rather only drifting in and out of sleep. When your phone rang again you didn't even look at the caller before answering. "Cal?", you asked and rolled onto your stomach. "No it's Ashton", the voice on the other side surprised you and you opened your eyes. "Is everything alright? With him?", the last part you only muttered not being sure if he heard it. "well no but we are able to change that now!"

You turned around and sat up, "What do you mean?" "He is doing absolutely terribly and we, I mean I kind of snapped at our management and we came to an agreement.", you heard Luke and Michael talk in the background. "What kind of agreement?", by now you were fully awake, sure you wouldn't be able to sleep at all this night. "Okay so you will be able to join us on tour again for a few weeks at a time. You will get work and stuff to do but your main kind of job is to keep Calum happy.", when he finished the sentence you had already gotten out of bed. "When?", you put on the light and sat back down. "Kind of immediately if possible"; that was the answer you had hoped for. "I'm going to take the next flight that I can get on", you said goodbye and ended the call. Within the next hour you had your suitcase packed and were scouring the internet for late minute flights. You would drive to the airport soon hoping to get a flight where somebody had canceled last minute. It was still early im the morning but you couldn't wait any longer. You slowly opened the door to your parent's bedroom, waking them up after entering. You explained to them that you had to leave right now, because you were needed there. They didn't really understand, maybe it was because they had just been sleeping but you were sure they would get it at some point.

A few hours later you were sitting at the airport, smiling from ear to ear. You were able to score a ticket for a flight in half an hour. You texted Ashton, ' Does he know or is it a surprise because I will be there tonight!', you didn't mind either way but sure surprising him would maybe make it a bit better. A few moments later you received a text back from Ash, ' It will be a surprise, we will keep him busy until then'

The flight felt unbearably long, you were able to fall asleep a little during the middle but most of the time you sat there waiting for it to end because you were worried about how bad Calum was doing.

When you finally landed you had to resist the urge to text him and to tell him that he would be alright, or maybe that you would be alright. Through all the excitement you had kind of forgotten how bad you were feeling yourself but back in your mind you knew that it would catch up with you later. You texted Ashton telling him you had just landed and that you would be on your way to Calum's house soon. It took forever to get your luggage and when you finally fell into the seat of an uber that was going to take you to your destination you sighed heavily and closed your eyes. Thankfully the driver didn't want to have awkward small talk and you sat in comfortable silence the whole way.

When you got out of the car, you lifted your suitcase out of the back and stood in front of the house you first realised you loved the boy that had always been just your best friend. The lights were all off except for the one in his music room. You searched for the key that Ashton had hidden for you in his front yard. You opened the door as quietly as you could but you heard dog paws on the floor immediately. Duke came running to you barking once but after realising it was you he demanded head scratches. You petted him a little and then made your way down the hallway.

You heard the faint sound of piano when you stepped closer and you stood still only listening to him playing for a while. It was beautifully sad, you couldn't make out if he was singing too or not but you had the feeling that he was working on something really special. When the piano went silent you grabbed the door handle and pushed it down slowly, opening the door without making any noise. You peaked inside and saw Calum sitting on his piano, back turned towards you. He was scribbling on a piece of paper, looking like he was in deep thought. You knocked on the open door and chuckled when he turned around in shock. It took him a moment to realise what was happening and when he did he stood up so quickly that it looked like he was going to fall over while running over to you. You felt his arms wrap around you tightly and you stood there swaying back and forth in the doorway for a few minutes. You felt his tears soak through your shirt and you couldn't help but cry aswell. Your heart was breaking and healing at the same time, seeing him cry made you feel just as bad as you were feeling good finally being back in his arms. "Cal, babe", you loosened the hug a little to look at him better. "We're going to be alright Calum", you wiped away his tears with your thumb and pressed a kiss to his lips. He placed his hands on your jaw and pulled you back into the kiss, he deepened it and you almost felt dizzy.

When the kiss broke he whispered a 'I love you', to you. "But what are you doing here? We are back on tour in two days and you...you can't", he didn't finish his sentence, trying to take deep breaths in order not to cry again. You shook your head, "Ashton and the others well kind of talked to your management and they agreed that you can't stay like this. Soooo my suitcase is packed downstairs ready for the tour bus", you grabbed his hand and looked into his eyes. "You... You will stay?", he waited for you to nod before kissing you again. "You don't know how happy this makes me!"

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I am so sorry! Also idk if I really fucking like this or if I may have gotten lost somewhere with this. It is not meant to sound like Calum is depended on you for his happiness, but rather you being like a rock for him when it get's hard, you get me? Idfk.