#c.a.d

It's 2:15am, you aren't here, and I haven't slept. That's always the hardest part, sleeping when you're gone. All I can think about is how your arms feel around me. How, no matter what's going on, as long as you're next to me I feel completely safe. I just want you to hold me.

I love your lips.

It’s late and I can’t sleep bc I can’t stop thinking about you and all the memories that we shared but even more than that I can’t stop thinking about how much you hurt me and how I wish I could go back and change everything that went wrong just so I could have you back in my life but who’s to say that would work who’s to say that somehow we wouldn’t have fucked it up anyways

My arms hurt so bad from carrying my Alois around for like 15 minute intervals the past two days. That obviously means I was the Claude then. I am also sad because I lost my rose. damn. And someone random chick gave me a box of Hello Panda Biscuits from her Yaoi bag. My Alois got a lot more stuff though, she got the biscuits, a free yaoi, japanese soda, and one of the Tamakis there that we befriended gave her like two of her prop roses.  Also I'm obviously not going to be there today. And the France was my girlfriend in case anyone was wondering. I am also  so flattered from all the compliments I received on my cosplays like asdfghjjhgf it is so hard to keep character when people say nice thing to me~<3