I've never felt this nauseous during a meditation, and it only got worse and worse the longer I tried to get in contact with my spirits. I could only latch  on to my blue dragon (seemingly not a baby anymore), and he seemed like he wanted to tell me something. But I couldn't get the message, and the nausea was getting to be too much, so I had to stop.

I'm so worried, I have no idea what that nausea was from, what Yip was trying to tell me, and why I couldn't properly connect with anyone else despite feeling a few of them here.

Oh, what to do… I felt a lot safer knowing they would be with me, but the only spirits I’m bridged/bound to are B, Yip, and Clay, and I have Kar’s vessel on me. I haven’t tried calling out to any of the spirits when I’m this far away from their vessels before, so I’m not sure if it will work… I’m definitely going to try before attempting to clear out that basement.

Not that I don’t trust Kar to help protect me (I know he’s strong!) but I don’t want anything bad happening when I try this… And I’m not super confident in my own protection yet. I just want my bases covered.

At least two entries are gonna get started today on my spirit journal. Dragons, I’m looking at you. (Especially Yip because I know LIKE NOTHING, besides that you like the big blue bubbly bauble.)

I got an email back from Kyle, and not only did he say he would bind the baby dragon for me for free, but that since he likes my energy, binding of the other unbounds would be half off (versus 25% off of everything in his store right now)! Plus, the price he said his unbounds are normally is so incredibly cheap from the others I've seen...

And I got that email after waking up from a dream that I can't quite remember, but I do remember I woke up thinking, "Kay. Alright, the elemental, yes."

Which means I'll definitely be inviting the elemental in, and now money is certainly not the issue, so I just have to choose.

Am I ready for an ifrit djinn?

A baby blue dragon (who I instantly accepted!) wants to be part of the family, apparent he's been hanging around for a little while.

There's one earthen elemental, and he (not so much spoke, but gave the guy doing the readings very clear feelings of intent) said that he wants to offer his protection, as well as assist me with earth magic and crystal work. I'm leaning towards acceptance of his offer, because not only does it sound like a damn good one, but I get good vibes from reading that message from him.

The third... an ifrit djinn. I'm not so sure about this. I've tried to keep my distance from djinn, since I'm not really comfortable with wish-granting like that, and a lot of djinn sound kind of uptight. But he... worded his message in a way that sounds much less 'wish-granting' outright, and more that we'll work together to achieve the end goal of the wish, mainly to avoid any karmic backlash I'd receive from out outright granted wish.