#bzpvm

Like I used to pour it into my cup

my measurements were never precise

somedays it felt kinda light

but somedays it felt too bitter

yet I can't start my day without you

otherwise it will be a long day

with no compass to direct me home

not only to start a day

when the sun goes down

replaced by shimmering things

called moon and stars

I start to think of you

crave you once again

this addiction is not make sense

but the taste of you

perfectly fits my foggy lungs

and that's I can't deny

I can take you as your are

with or without sugar

hot or cold

light or strong

those things never bother me

cos I'm already addicted

to the bitterness of you

oh yes you

"I internalized the feelings,

I knew I'd never follow

Hold me, baby

I've been feeling lonely lately

I said I missed the old me

"Where passion meets insane

Where pleasure kisses pain,

It's not enough..

I've given all I can

But we're still on the payroll..