When I say I love you, it does not mean that you're mine forever. Yes, you're mine but forever? Forever seems so clear when I'm with you that I forget there will be future coming towards us. Forever means loving you for years and years accepting each and every of your faults and weakness and trying to hold your hand even when you're very far to reach. Loving you means, reminding you of the reasons to live and to show you how amazing your future will be... with me. Loving you means keeping you happy, making you smile and laugh and less cry. Loving you means to love everything about what you hate about yourself. When I say I love you, it does not mean that you're mine forever because you are my forever and I know it's clear that loving me is a pain, you'll get tired but I want you to know, I love you when you're in pain or when you're not.

It’s 1:27am and I have the urge to call you, to tell you how much of you are occupying this body of mine and also to hear your lovely voice. There’s so much to say about your beautiful smile, the way it curves as you see me. Also, your skin, the smoothest skin that I crave to touch every day and night. I can’t forget how your body trembles by my touch. It’s 1:29am now and I want you to know this— you’re on my mind every minute that will pass.

My heart has never been filled with love, but now, you're the only reason why it beats.