the symptoms of my bipolar feel like me resisting the temptation to get stuck and lost into the void of depression for an eternity. it feels like my soul and spirit fighting back. the magnitude of my mania, feel like the polarity to the depths of my apathy hopeless + despair.
i do not evade responsibility for my choices + actions but i also afford myself grace. i do not internalise things too strongly. i feel i am an echo of the cosmos, microcosm reflects macrocosm and so on….

















