i have a group of friends that makes me want to scream. i want to stand on a really high point in nature and scream at the top of my lungs so everything can hear me. i want the mountains to know who picks me up when i'm down, and who seeks solace in me. i want to yell and feel all their energies work through my veins into a physical example of how they make me feel. i love love love them and i dont know how else to say it. i want to lay on cold damp streets in my undies with them. and i want to sit in the park and talk about life and find a little hole in the world and sit and eat chips in our bras on a cool day. i want to hold all their hands and kiss all their faces. we're always excited to see each other and that makes me feel whole.