#butchdiaz

if it brings me to my knees

by butchdiaz

Rating: Explicit

Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)

Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)

Words: 42,671

Chapters: 6/6

Published: 2025-08-03

Author summary:

“Really, Maddie. It’s just lipstick,” she turns to the man on Buck’s left. “It’s not like I’m going to go to Hell for using some lipstick, right, Father?” “No,” He chuckles awkwardly, “I’d think not.” Oh. He’s their priest then. Their young, hot priest. * Or, the Fleabag au.

My thoughts:

Fleabag and The Priest are one of the worst heartbreaks I've ever had in my TVshow history, and I gotta admit that when I saw this fanfic, I was scared that it was going to be like the show, so I read the ending first just to be sure I wasn't walking into another heartbreak but Buddie flavor. The name of the last chapter almost made me stop, but I persevered lmao. This was such a good reading, and I love Fleabag so much. I'll definitely read it again when I see an edit of that show and want a happy ending. Warnings tho, Doug in his horrific person, and mention of miscarriage.

Ending quote:

3. First fandom I edited for

911 I think! First edit ever here

8. Hardest part of editing

Definitely getting all the clips together and then having empty spaces you aren't sure what clips to put yet.

9. Easiest part of editing

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61551745?view_adult=true

by @coffinnation !!!!! so so good. (this is butchdiaz btw. hi)

literally my favorite henren thing to imagine is whenever they r standing near each other, at home or out with friends, if they’re not actively involved with anything then hen is just idly playing with karen’s hair… adjusting anything out of place while karen is telling a story, arm around karen’s shoulders next to her in a booth twirling the end of one or two locs around her finger, absently braiding her them together while waiting in line, etc…

tfw you’re obsessed with your wife and she is beautiful and has long hair and you just want to be touching her all the time because she’s perfect and you love her

HIIII i love a mango lassi more than anything on earth. perfect little drink

😠 whats your least favorite part of your writing process?

ENDINGS. this is 100% because i almost never go into a fic knowing how it’s going to end so that is fully my bad but i get so dramatic and kick rocks and throw a fit whenever i have to transition into ending a story vjgjdhf i love a concept. a vibe. a single scene or interaction. and then i have to wrap a story around it and im complaining like a teenager w a curfew. it’s a double edged sword tho, it is hard to do ending without a plan but also i love being delighted by how my fics end bc its always a surprise to me too gjgkffh

🔥 what's something that's currently going really well?

i answered this one earlier but im chatty so i will say another one. rn @try-set-me-on-fire and i are concepting something diabolical and even tho we are in the early stages it is very fun and evil and i love it. our playlist fucks severely also

“cause it rings in the day // and it rings in the evening // oh, i could pray, but it won't stop you leaving”

lyrics from funeral bell by phildel