ahh ok thank you :*

1. i just moved to chicago last month and i’m absolutely completely in love with it!! it’s so weird moving out of my home but after spending time here in the city i know it’s where i’m meant to be. maybe not forever bc who knows, yknow? but right now i feel so content here. i feel like i can embrace life. and there’s just so much to do and so many different people and i just love it!! and i never imagined myself living in a city. never. not until this past year did i even consider it. i’m so glad i did :)))

2. i make friends v easily often without trying and it’s nice it’s v convenient and i love people but it also makes me v self-conscious and makes me question the validity of my friendships and makes me question myself and my personality and blahblahblahh i know that all sounds stupid but it’s something i’m working on being comfortable with i guess

3. i used to consider my siblings my very best friends and would hang out with them almost every day but within the past few years i’ve pretty much completely stopped spending time with them except if there’s a family event. i have very conflicted feelings about it. i’m sad because i love them. i do enjoy the time that i spend with them. but i know i’m happier now. i just grew apart from them as the rest of them grew closer, and our differences became too much for them to handle. i began to feel disliked and discouraged when i’d interact with them. so this is how it has to be. i stopped trying to be what they wanted. i focused on those friends that made me feel good about myself. and i’m happy. but i’m sad about it

4. one of the things that scares me the most is the human ability to adapt to change. the ability to leave someone, move on from something, be somewhere or do something completely brand new, etc. it’s incredible and necessary, but it terrifies me in a very childish way.

1. I haven’t taken advantage of everything LA has to offer and I’ve lived here all my life

2. I buy entirely too much makeup but I rarely wear it. Mostly because I couldn’t be bothered to wake up early to put that shit on. I usually roll out of bed looking like warmed over shit…which is a pretty accurate representation of me

3. I love prissy spoiled house dogs that’ll sit on the couch and watch netflix with me. I’m not the type to have a big ass dog to go hiking with or some shit.

4. Went on my first roadtrip to Vegas with friends last December….It was weird for me.

;AAA; i’m a fav follower. everyone should follow christine because she’s so cool and no longer lives in cheddar cheese country.

1. i really want barbacoa tacos right now. instead i’m eating cheerios and it makes me sad.

2. i like my job! and it’s a bit weird to be doing something i didn’t ~dream about~ doing as a child. it’s still weird to be figuring that out. and figuring out living with a boy. and figuring out adult life. and figuring out how to not be broke. i kind of wish there was something out there that told younger me that life isn’t hey! graduate college, get job and find boyfriend and marry and kids. there’s a lot of shit in there.

3. my shoulder hurts and the salonpas i put on it kind of irritated my tattoo and burned my skin a bit. and then my knee hurts. especially when there’s a storm (i have a weather knee D:) i feel like my body is falling apart. another thing they don’t tell you. when you get older, shit just stops working like they used to.

4. i kind of wish i did something more…creative with my life. like get into film editing or something. maybe learn how to sew and make things. i just don’t get a lot of motivation cause that costs a lot of money and i don’t have a lot of that in general. or even go back to school and earn some masters degree but…again so unmotivated because poor. 

LMAO at first I was like “What the fuck is this and what does this mean???!!?!” and then I remembered. Thanks boo :)

Lamia How do you feel about children?Oh boy. If they’re raised right, I LOVE THEM. Have you ever had a legit conversation with a 5-7 year old? It’s amazing. Their brains are wired so weird cause it’s not fully wired yet. And then there’s the ones that I’ve encountered while working at BabyGap/GapKids where their parents don’t give a shit about them and they literally roll on the floor and scream all day long. Those I don’t have time for. Also my next door neighbor’s kid who runs around violently (it sounds like he’s running along our shared wall?! and our ceiling?!) and SCREAMS BLOODY MURDER ALL DAY. And then his mom ends up screaming at him and he starts crying. And they do this every day. So yeah depends on the parents really. But in general, they’re cool.

Abaddon What person, place, or thing have you most wanted to destroy?…Can’t think of anything. There’s a lot of things I don’t like but at the same time I don’t dislike them enough to destroy them. 

Lix Tetrax If you could travel by wind, where would you go?EVERYWHERE?! Maybe Hong Kong at the moment cause I miss it a lot. Well no…this shit is by wind. Portland/Seattle/Vancouver? Maybe hit up Montreal. 

Belphigor If you could pick 3 forms to shapeshift into, what would they be?A CAT. CATTTTT. And then I would take care of myself. A velociraptor to see people run away from me in fear. And maybe a white male just to see what it’s like to have nothing in my way.

Verrith Are you a patient or impatient person?Both depending on who I’m with and what situations. I guess more on the patient side when it comes to BIG IMPORTANT THINGS. And then day to day things like chores, I WANT THEM DONE NOW. I keep telling my boyfriend to clean up and I get irritated when he doesn’t do it immediately lmao. Food at home - I WANT IT NOW. But when I’m in a restauarant and the service is kinda poor, I”m usually patient about it. 

8. what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?

the strokes, blur, kings of convenience, and vampire weekend

11. describe your ideal day.

My ideal day is going to goodwill and to a record store and book store and walking around the city!!! I do this all the time lol  

18. what’s your patronus?

Sure, no problem!  It's been a busy week, but I finally got around to uploading both the entire Eurockeeness set, as well as the audio from the Live in Sydney dvd.  I'm also working on splitting the audio from the Crystal Ballroom into individual tracks.  

you managed to fit “turnt” in here twice and i love it. also my mom came into payless today like around 1ish i think!!!!!!!!!!! she bought tennis shoes. that’s all

thanks ur question reminded me of the mac and cheese which is what got me turnt in the first place.