#buddybudbud

It’s funny coz I woke up instinctively around 11 for some reason, like my body was telling me to greet you properly before falling asleep for real. That’s actually kind of sweet if you put it that way.

Anyway I just wanna thank the universe that it chose this day for you to be born. It’s the same as Harry Potter, Neville Longbottom, and JK Rowling, but I bet you already knew that. You’re the nerd between us. Well, fine ok. We’re both nerds. Moving on. The universe chose this day as your birthday coz you’re a badass, like these 3 people. I know you’re not as big of a Potterhead as many are, but as any fan, you’re just as significant. Way more than you know.

I know that you’ve been experiencing things lately, things that change the way you see the world. The change that you’ve told me about isn’t even the positive one either. You’ve decided to view the world from a more negative perspective, and that was sad to hear. It means the world let you down so much that you’re starting to no longer believe in the beauty of it. Yeah, the world’s ugly, I know. But after going through so much shit, you can build yourself up and grow beyond it without depriving yourself of the beautiful experiences it has for you.

I’m rambling again, aren’t I? I can actually imagine you rolling your eyes at me. I’ve never been much of a writer anyway, I mean, compared to you. Compared to the awesome, badass, talented, you.

Thank you for everything, bud. I’ve been the type to always drop drama bombs on you, more than the times I listed wen you drop drama bombs on me. I wish I could do more, as your buddy. I hope there’d be no need for you to feel awful, but that’s asking too much. The most I can do is walk with you around your neighborhood, sharing fries, riding your bike with you, and everything else you want me to do. If you want me to hold your hair back when you feel like puking the day we finally have that legit drinking session, hells yeah I will. If you ask me to beat someone mean up, I will (within reason). If you act like a douchebag to someone while drunk, I’ll beat YOU up, with some sense ofcourse. If you want me to sit beside you while you unleash all the sadness and rage bottled up inside you, I will. I’m always here for you, just as you always are for me. Just as you always have been for me.

I mean, I’m your buddy, right? As the song says,

"If you want me to, I will."