I mean, ๐คจ what's that even ๐ง supposed to mean? I'm-I'm living in Eddie's ๐ฅฐ old house ๐ , therefore I must be in love ๐ณ with him? ๐ Are you? In love ๐ฎ with ๐ณ Eddie? ๐ โ๏ธ โ๏ธ It wouldn't be so crazy. ๐ Except โ๏ธ that I'm not. ๐ โโ๏ธ As much as everyone ๐ฅธ seems to want me to be ๐ hopelessly pining ๐ for my straight ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐จ best friend๐จโโค๏ธโ๐จ, it just isn't like that. โ ๐ซ I mean, does-does not having him in my life๐ญโand in the fieldโleave a big hole? ๐ณ Yeah, it does. ๐ข Sure. โน๏ธ Okay, so, did you explain that to Tommy? In the meanest ๐ฉ way possible. ๐ฌ I understand ๐ก him feeling threatened ๐ ๐ช by what me and Eddie ๐ฅฐ have, but... he seemed ๐ค so relieved ๐คฏ he was gone. โ๏ธ It pissed me off. ๐ก It felt like he was accusing ๐ค me of something. โ๏ธ Is-is this โ what he's been thinking ๐ค the whole time ๐ตโ๐ซ we were together? I don't know. It just, it sucks ๐, okay? ๐ฎโ๐จ That-that was the first โ๏ธ night ๐ I was actually able to sleep ๐ด in this place. Okay. You know what? Maybe you shouldn't be living there. I mean, you said that you haven't even unpacked yet. Yeah. ๐ฅบ Um... I-I think maybe ๐ I don't want to unpack, โน๏ธ cause as soon as I do that ๐, it means... Eddie ๐ฅฐ and Chris ๐ฅฐ aren't coming back. ๐ฅบ For real. ๐ญ ... ๐ฎโ๐จ I should call ๐ค him, huh? ๐ Yeah, that's what I've been saying. It's not like he moved to Mars. No, โ not-not Eddie ๐ฅฐ. I mean, I-I will ๐ call him ๐ฅฐ, but... Tommy. ๐ฉ I should apologise. ๐ฃ He's probably right. ๐ณ I was using him ๐ as a distraction ๐ so I didn't have to feel alone ๐ฅบ. Not the best reason to get back together with someone. No. ๐ Maybe it's time you learn the lesson again. ...โ How to be alone. ๐ฉ I hate ๐ค that lesson. ๐
