#bsmare

#graduate #bsmare #congrats

Lately he told me that he got his schedule already for his 1 year apprenticeship as a BSMARE, I couldn't stop but let the tear flow smoothly upon my face. I couldn't help but smash a sad face. I thought it was too early and was really a late notice. He told me he'll be leaving tomorrow, or the next day or the day after, no exact date, we only know he'll be leaving so soon. I cried because I didn't want him to go, but I cried because I will miss him and our long hour chat, I will miss watching him sleep and waking him up in the morning, I miss watching him eat, I miss him talking about everything, I miss his jokes, I miss our sweet talks :'( But then I guess, I have to accept the fact that in the future it will be more than this. I have to accept the fact that through my whole life he will be away sailing around the world for our living. I am beyond proud of my boyfriend because he got what he dreamed for since he was so young, I witnessed everything from the start and all his hardship has finally paid off. I know he will have more coming, he is a great man, a friend, a son, a brother and most importantly a great boyfriend to me. He is truly blessed, and then again, I am really proud of him. I told him that when the time comes when he leaves, I will love him more each day and I will wait for his messages and online chats. I will never ever change him for anyone even if it is an actor or someone famous, I won't change him for that. My boyfriend is my most precious gold, I will take care of him as I hold on to his heart always. I will surely miss him so much. All I can do now.... is to wait for him patiently. \__*[i love you so much chenic!]*_/