#bsdangst

I'll actually start crying if people make chuuya really sad when he kills people and where he's one of the nicest people in bsd.

Like no? Listen I love chuuya with all my heart but he gets an adrenaline kick from killing in the same way Dazai does. People talk about chuuya kicking the gun out of dazai's hand, yes, he did that, but only because he didn't see it as fun when Chuuya wasn't watching them struggle. He didn't understand why Dazai was still shooting. Don't you think that's much more sick?

Chuuya is messed up like Dazai is but in a different way. Dazai is heavily depressed where as chuuya is just heavily sick in the head.

Chuuya has killed thousands of people and had FUN whilst he did it.

(translation by reneray)

“It’s the beginning of a new game.” Nikolai states, smile covering him like a mask. 

In the next moment, he hears a choking and wet cough. His mind does not register the sound.  As he turns, he fears he is frozen. Yet, his own coat still remains whipping in the wind. There, in front of him, blood drips onto the case he held not a moment before. 

“…Fyodor-kun?”