YD6-77(MVDH) Girls at the Office: The Oneiric Gaze Awake in The Zodiacal Jungle
BOOK SYNOPSIS: Aetheria, in the zodiacal forestâwhere birds sing and leaves flutter like wings bathing in light. The symphony of the forest comes to mind. This is the cosmosâ whisper through our creatures, and in these pages, she leads me. These chapters unfold as a clarifying companion to my earlier book, The Code: Horizon of Infinityâa philosophical memoir exploring how the universe sculpted our minds. Through Aetheria, the lens of consciousness who begins to reveal herself, her presence lives in the rhythm. She seeks formâmoving toward the name she will one day claim: Sunshine.
Chapter Preface: In the hush between office rituals and mirrored façades, a dream stirs: the gaze of a hidden watcher, the collapse of an aging man, and Victoriaâs ascentâone step ahead, always disappearing. Through Brusselsâ corridors and skywalks, a oneiric pulse awakens in the zodiacal jungle. This is not just a chapterâitâs a crossing. Enter, if youâve ever followed a shadow you couldnât name.
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YD6-77(MVDH) Girls at the Office: The Oneiric Gaze Awake in The Zodiacal Jungle
In the wake of Victoriaâs wordsâstill echoing since I left the office, as a low sun stirred a glow over the South StationâIâm oblivious to the mirageâs waking call to the Scorpio, Andre Daniel. He had boarded the Wagon-Lit train for duty, rolling through the countryside, inspecting restaurant wagons and berths before vanishing across borders on a sleepless network of rail tracks.Â
Recollecting last Fridayâs date, Iâm riding the asphalt waveâemerging from the trough in the shadow of the city moat, cresting with a swell of traffic. I slip from the Little Beltway, scissor lanes, zip with cars onto the boulevard. Lent glances at figures in their long escaping strides from their office work, skirting the hedgerow bluestone classic mansions, their upstairs floors abandoned to the past, behind while human-size cinema posters hang silentâclosed, too early for the nightlife to summon its queues at the ticketing wickets.
âNamur Gateâ echoes from last Friday, but instead of cutting across the trafficâits lenses pulsing with the tide and ebb of the intersectionâI steer into the sidestreet, leaving behind on the corner the bold blue âMâ suspended in the translucent white bubble above the hatchway descent to the Metro. A few young legs rush to catch their busâhalted in the leading artery along the hedgerows of brick-fenestrated facades.Â
I steer into the intersticeâgaping between fenestrated facades, past road signs, into a narrow one-way back alley. Curbs lined with bollard guardians keep creeping wheels from curling onto the sidewalks. Whitewashed warehouse masonry has swallowed the ghostly 1900s heritageâhedgerows of townhouse gables and roofsâleaving only a sliver of sky.
Punctuated by âNo Stoppingâ signs in the stifled daylight, I pass what appears to be a derelict foursomeâfour back wooden doors with double leavesâmy mind orbiting the interior architecture once justified the sacrifice of townhouse heritage for cultural development. In my youthâafter cinema shows, weâd spill out with the crowds, eyes shot in bewilderment or doomed, storming into alleyways that dissolve into the cityâs shadow.Â
Further across the alleyway, a curiosity stirs: an outsized plate-glass windowâalone, an absurd display seated on the sidewalkâs edgeâcasts a blatant pool of light into a gallery crossing beneath the roadway. Signs of a modern city looming beneath the brick walls.
I'm at a loss, unable to find the spot of my rendezvousâuntil the fault line unfolds. Victoria's designated skywalk shines from the dull, somber terracotta-bricked alleyway, and with it, a tone returnsârhyming where her French words, âpasserelle aĂ©rienne,â had long faded. But the murmur of her voiceâa half-remembered tuneâfalls into place.Â
But out the back alleyway, my anxiety locks onto a wedge of light cladding the corner of a skywalkâits purple glazing above the spandrel, together blending into the curtain wall pattern of an office block.Â
Iâm stunned by the glazed contrastâaccentuated by the sight of a skywalk encroaching across the alleyway, hooked to a bulwark brick wall. In the absurdity, I spin the wheel, pull onto an access curbâhalf-across the apronâhalting before a rolled-down industrial workshop door. âNo Parkingâ signs, which have been punctuating the hush with silent authority, now glare.
My grip tightens atop the steering wheel. The engine idles. A thought like a drop of sweat, for Team Constructâs fleet car in my careâa traffic fine could reach my employerâs desk, imagining explaining myself to Guy Duchatel. The thought flips in:âI can't flee and miss my date. Even for a turn around the block.âÂ
I reason, lingering. Dwelling. The deserted alleyway winks with nervous static. I keep the rearview mirrors on high alert, strategizingâafraid of a knock at my window, or a police car easing up behind to bulldoze me into motion. To press me to clear the street. To make me lose her amongst office leavers.Â
The efflorescent cladding didnât appear abnormalânor to fuel the Hydra-head of my mindâjust slipped through the light, through the glazed facade, unobstructed. Scouting the office interior, it settles camouflaged into the fluorescence of the white ceilingâa watchful eye charting the wake. Drawn down the broad office passageway, toward a soft shaft of daylight spilling from a crack in the wallâexhausting itself across the gleaming floor, fraying pale, reaching the foot of a sentinel of a door.
In stealth, my Hydraâs eye curiously hones in on the crackâwhere a gaping double-leaf door opens onto the streetfrontâs blinding glow. Shimmering in light plasma behind the sentinel door a handsome elderly man, dressed in a light beige business suit. He steps away from the swivel of a high-backed executive chairâits silhouette framed in a rear fullscape-window to a stifling glow.Â
He shuffles past the swing of the door, closing behind himâlocking up. He trails away down the wing, vanishing with the evanescing corridor walls. His mindâs farewell whispered: 'Iâm off for the weekend.' A desperation behind his gait.
Reading in the elderly manâs fading message, my Hydraâs eye turns aroundâpeering through the gaping twin-doorway into a chilling streetfront glow. The light begins to tame, a sash-grid etching itself across, awakening the skirting edges of the office ceiling-to-floor windowâmorphing as the interior starts to unveil. Â
My ghost crosses the office, lingering by the window. Over the sill, the old man reappears belowâjaywalking. In a glitch, he flips. I catch up in a brighter, wider streetâupped in another classâwalking on the opposite sidewalk. He slips around a distant corner. My Hydra-eye catches up, droning overhead, stalking his figure as he recedes along the sidewalk beside hedgerows of classic townhouses.Â
Midway down the block, he turnsâtoward a stone facadeâand mounts the grand stoop, rising beside the tucked-away basement fenestration. He ascends, to my surprise. âThis isnât a civil servantâs classic house?â He shoulders up to the Belle Epocheâs wrought-iron railings, faux-balconies fronting the tall French doors. He pauses. The door eases openâwith the ease of a well-worn homecoming. He slips past the dormant leaf, through the swing of the heavy wooden door. Disappearing inside.Â
Outside, my ghostâa breath behindâfaces the gleaming wood grains. But behind closed doors, intuition stirsâunsettled. As Iâm thinking, âHow can I get inside?â searching to reach for the latch, the bell, or the knockers. . . but instead, I find myself tugged forward, beginning to traverse the door, and find myself in the hallway.
In a flipâa glitchâmy Hyra-eye nestles in the glow, unfolding the misty-light, before self-etching, revealing a wooden desk along the flank wall. Behind it sits an elegant young womanâno name, Marie-France Blumenbaumâbobbed ash-blond hair framing a serious, duty-bound face, her gaze fixed across her desktop monitor. Bureaucratic calm radiates from her.
Off-angle, along the rear wall, Victoria van der Ackeren appears in latencyâpepish-eyed among the chatty women. Light bleeds across the front apron of their desk, etching the grid into the linoleumâvinyl floor tiles surrendering to an illusory reality. Â
Victoria entices her workmate to cut the day shortâdares to stand, gathers her handbag, and sidles out from behind her desk, defiant. She slips past the corridor screen of the square-jutting door leaf and poses before the wide gaping corridor. Her eyes incite Marie-France. 'Iâm waiting for you!'
The ash-blond womanâstill carrying an out-of-college innocence in the workplaceâis enticed to steal a few minutes. In slow, hesitant motion, her hand reaches into her desk drawer and her purse to light. She risesâcalm, reluctantâthen lingers behind her desk, standing idle by her chair, her handbag waiting on the corner. Her eyes drift across the floor etched apron, toward Victoria.Â
She paces around her desk, past Victoriaâs deserted oneâthe two women meeting in a glance. Victoria swivels: they step off abreast, veering toward an exit that contradicts the path taken earlier by the elderly man. As they turn rightâbeneath my Hydraâs sightâthe corridor wraps the blind office theyâve just left. The eye of my Hydra flickersâa leap, then goneâevinced in a glitch.Â
My gaze fixed in the mirage flanking the walkbridge, I awakeâgripping the steering wheel. The windshield frames the glass skywalk, flaring the sunâs reflection. Shadows catch and lose their path across it, toward the warehouse brick wall. Iâm still in my mind, elicited in hypnosisâcatching the women's shadow in the elevator lobby, waiting for the cabin to fetch tem.Â
After a glitch, their sentient ghost slips from the elevatorâs ground-floor doorâinto a banal backstreet lobby. The duoâs unison snaps apart: one waits, the other veering around the blind elevator shaft. A ghostly figureâs hand reaches for the card rack, selects a card, andâoffsideâslots it atop the clockâs casing. The rhythm leaves the hush of a clackâa mechanic time-stamp. Retrieval. A swirl away. To stand by. One waits upon the other clocking out.
I spring up in my seat as the dead-still alleyway ruptures: a doorway crack opens in the whitewashed brick wallâspilling into motion. A vivid creature leaps, reflected across the glass curtain wall opposite. In a flash, the figure turnsâunraveling, in the swirl, a sidewalk farewell embrace. The blond part drifts, vanishes into the blur of the alleyway, just behind Victoriaâs oncoming approach .Â
To my relief, Victoriaâs few simple words for a rendezvous materializeâeasing my heartâs throb, which had been startled by the fear of encountering a traffic officer. I watch her approach along the catwalkâan eccentric dual style: a crinkle-fold headband, bright-colored and knotted: a light, flimsy printed autumn blouse paired with a plain white denim mini-skirt.
Her tired gait grows in the windshield, then edges off without a side glance. Her waistband flashes past the passenger window, her skirt rolling in rhythm with the swing of the door. She slips into the seat, rolls on her hip, lean over the central consoleâstockings flexing as her slippers swing to the footwell. She pecks me on the cheek, saying, âMerci d'ĂȘtre venu me chercherâThanks for fetching me.âÂ
She rolls back - Smack - the door closes. She ruffles herself in the seat, darts a gaze through the alleyway, under the skywalk, frownsââVas-yâGo.â
I've been immune to the shadows of silence. In the zodiacal forestâthe hush that flutters through canopies, mirrored to Earth drifting along undergrowth unseen walksâno place is forgotten. What is spoken already is. What is seen has already appeared.Â
Back home, shadows linger in his absence. Victoriaâs six-year-old boyâAlexanderâa whisper, left in the care of the elderly man, Jean-Francois SmeetsââTonton,â in their household tongueâetched now as a relic from before we ever met. Between these men and the boy, Victoria's heart frays. And the week slips.Â
That Monday returned, fresh as yesterdayâcarried in Victoriaâs voice, still lamenting. In a quiet tone, she says, âIl Ă©tait jeune⊠pour son ĂągeâHe was young⊠for his age.â
Her words drift off as she gazes into the distance. The heel of my hand spins the steering wheel, pulling into the laneâducking the skywalk, gliding beneath its mottled shade. Victoria adds, âIl a passĂ© des annĂ©es Ă faire son travail. . .âHe spent years doing his job. . .â A sigh of a thought trails behind her words: 'Managing our department.âÂ
Her tone reawakens the Hydra-eye of my mindânesting stealthily in the ceiling. Hovering again for the sentinel, its jamb traced by light shifting shadowsâthe embossed seams of an office door, a hidden threshold embedded in the plain white wall.
No sooner, the elderly manâwell into his sixties, bent with the hunch of a lifetime behind a deskâapproaches the office door, after a weekendâthin briefcase at hand. He slows, pausing at the seam, and unlocks. His hand cranks the lever. A crack of light splits the white wall, the door hinging ajarâwhere Nyx herself had lingered the night cloaking his domain. The sight startles him: the seat he expected empty now holds a manâs silhouette, embraced by his executive chair, framed in the glow of the fullscape window.Â
A gleam spills off the wooden desk, in its retreat into shadeârevealing a younger man, mid-forties, sharp and executive in a sports jacket, open collar. A smirk hovers on his lips, basking in silent pleasantry, eyes fixed on the door, waiting for his prank to play out.
The older man freezesâhis glare stoned. That look alone ousts the younger from his chair. Yet the reply lands, razor-sharp: âYouâre bound to die soon. . . Have a seat.â
Behind the screen of consciousness, my ghost plays a dĂ©jĂ vu roleâseated in the executive chair. My upper-floor office in Kelvin returns: peripheral window light filtering in. The planning wallâmy Lego chartâbeside me, each brick a pulse of construction underway. I bark at the tradesmanâhis work deficiencies laid bare. There ought to be a glint of myselfâa shade of my presence. But the Hydra of my mind stirs beyond memory, its eye nestled, focused on the old man.
Stunned, the older man thaws beneath the younger executiveâs commanding gazeâeyes unflinching as he gestures coolly toward the visitorâs chairs across the deskâs edge. The older man lifts his gaze, his mind tracing the beaten path of his own stepsâetched over years beside that deskâretrieving what dignity he can from the farce. He weighs the futility of forcing the boy from his seat. A breath short of the desk, he halts. Tortured, he sidles abreastâand lowers himself stiffly into the visitorâs chair.
The young executive smirks. I lip-read his cold decree: âYouâre fired. Iâm taking over this office now. The doorâs right behind you.â
The svelte, groomed older man carries the extinguished flame of former charismaâhis ego shuddering beneath the folds of his beige suit, the shoulder pads hanging hollow, as if draped on a rack. With each step, he sags deeperâsinking into the quicksand of his own decline. At the doorway, he pauses in the light. Glances back. âThatâs my desk.' But instead, he meets the younger manâs mocking gaze. His eyes recoil, drop to his feetâthen follows them out. He vanishes in the haze of the fluorescent light.
âQuâest-ce que tu fais lĂ -dedansâWhat are you doing in there?â I ask Victoria, as the cladding mirageâwedged in the foldâreflects from the skywalkâs corner the office blockâs curtain wall. I drive the glass bubbleâbeneath the mottled undercarriage of the skybridge. Ahead, a monster of sunlight squeezed up into the alleyway, fetching us. Billowing into our path, Victoria no longer feels the need to point her finger, disengaging at the blind corner. Entering the western summerâs evening golden blanket trails and fold over the specter of old townhouses. A meshed security fence frames a razed city blockâcellars exposed, earth racked level, untouched by light in centuriesâthe architecture shimmersâcubing out my inquisitive mind in the corners. 'Whatâs coming here?'Â
Coasting down the street, the rumble of heavy earth-moving equipment has fallen silent for the weekendâearth-moving equipment parked on red soil, amid scattered brick rubble and paint-flashed facets. Victoria reflects out loud: âIl a une petite fille. . . sa jeune femme est rentrĂ©e Ă la maisonâHe has a baby girl. . . his young wife came home, to find he hung himself.âÂ
Victoria neednât say more. Fresh in memory, the grand staircase. 'Where the eyes of my Hydra spared the sceneâslipped from under the manâs shoes, hung above the hallway floor. Â
Victoria shiftsâaway from thoughts of the man and the shattered little familyâback to my reply: âOn traduit les normes europĂ©ennes pour les composants Ă©lectriquesâWe translated the European norms for electrical components.â
My mind rides a river of traffic in the shadows of the medieval city moatâetched with the afternoonâs morphing footfall, boulevards and sidewalks. My gaze across into the scars of the old cityâits pool of terracotta roofs and gablesâin their midst, a sore: the purple-glassed tower, sky-scraping the upper hotel floors emblazoned: âHilton.â
I turn away from a shy-like gaze of a quiet little girl, as the glass tower glintsâa mirage, Aetheriaâs content volitionâbefore dissolving into the skirts of Nyx. I catch Victoriaâs profile framed in the passenger window. Absent-minded, her thoughts driftâher gaze brushing the closed display window where mannequins pose in coquette skirts and blouses, trailing into the storefront turning a blind corner.
In our glass bubbleâhushâI steered into the one-way traffic. Along the boulevardâs broad sidewalk, the mannequins pose again for Victoriaâwhile a woman drifts past without a glint, cloaked in home-going strides, her gaze fixed ahead, indifferent to the splashed brand names.Â
Traffic skimming the crest of the Little Beltway, we pass the zip and unzip of cars scissoring lanes. We catch up to a few more homeward-bound womenânone sparing a glance at the jeweler's glittering display wrapping the Gallery entrance. Victoria shiftâthinkingâalong the bare wickets rest beneath a fascia of posted feature films. She picks on the brasserie we pass, peaceful in the hollow of the evening, before the nightlife goers begin to shoulder their way into the adjacent restaurant.Â
In an ebb and flow of carsâstroboscopic under the evening sun, filtered through color-toggling lensesâfigures descend at the street corner, alongside the translucent bubble catching the underground metro. I steer away from the cluster flocking the bank agencyâs blind corner, chasing minutes to catch a bus. âNamur Gate,â looms in the shadows of a drawbridge towerâwhile in the hush of our glass bubble, we drift over the entrenched Little Beltway. Crawling free of traffic, we skirt the intersticeâwhere a large brick house corners off against a glazed arcade facade. Both storefronts display yet another fashion of mannequinsâbut Victoria flinches. People and cars trickle along the hedgerows of fenestrated brick, small commerce winds downward, fading, into administrative blocksâthe descent into the old city.
In a tight street lined with curb-parked cars, I pull into a spare bay. Together, we rise from the crotch of our seats, emerging over the Peugeot's roofâleaving the car before a looming church and its parvis, nestled among administrative blocks facing the boulevard behind us. In the stifled daylight, I catch up to Victoria's pepish gait, as she threads downslope along the elusive street. The ground floor reanimates with small retailers. The townhousesâ fenestrated brick facades cling to the leafy square, embraced by restaurants and passersby walking with a bite in hand. Victoria sidesteps across, turning away from the Royal Galleryâs entranceâslipping into a flurry of tourists and curio shops, drawn toward the light breaking at the streetâs end. Â
Clearing the Grand Place, where figures seem to lose themselvesâsilhouettes drifting across a universe of bald gleaming cobblestonesâthey turn their backs on each other, searching afield, exchanging glances in the Renaissance's slivers of golden-etched, fenestrated bluestone facades. Among peaked gables, a looming roof simply saddles its slate pitch cap balconied frontage.Â
But Victoriaâs eyes sweeps, unstirred, drawn instead to the kaleidoscopic shirts in bright colors buzzing across paddock terracesâcorralled by its own facade. Without a flicker of hesitation, she heads for an orange-striped awning, by terrace umbrellas. She swings through the splash-lit windows âChaloupe dâor.â In her hand brush, I catch the swing-backâsqueaking a saloon doorâas she emerges across the airlock.Â
Victoria flutters behindâher presence catching up with the hush. Ahead, the wall opens where old frames slip and extend along the wall behind seated lonersânations in townâhunched over a drink perpetuating in the gloom. Their small round tables latch in stillness, onto the bar counter, a gleam treadsâpast the barmanâs poised stillnessâwedging into the corner, beside a dark stairwell sculpted in the gaping shadows.
Her pepish gait catches the rhythm of her liftâhalf wing, half breeze. Her fingers paint the round tables in her upcoming passage. Brushing past figures sunk into brown upholstered crescent benches within dark wooden boothsâfrom another age, great-grandfathersâ.
Afar, a penguin-dressed waiter in a white shirt stirs from the tavernâs far diagonal corner. He emerges ghostly from the shadows, trailing along the parallel aisleâplateau at handâhaving just attended a couple seated just before booths groups of drinkers at leisure, near a log fire. Gas flames perpetually lick at faux logs, burning low in a cast iron fireplace.Â
Victoria crosses paths with the waiterâyoung in his tuxedo. The penguin waltzes a small beer bottle upright beside an empty glass, deposits the empties on the counter, and lets his gaze orbit the hall. He glides the plateau along the barâs length with casino-discipline, penguin-waddling to queue the next orderâbringing the barman to attentionâthen stations himself at the end. In the space before me, Victoria vanishes, and Iâm passing by the barman, poised in ritual to serve.
As I search for Victoria, a glimpse behind reveals the penguin figure stirringârising from where heâd rested an elbow on the bar counter. His gaze holds, frowning, speaking to himself: âWhere does she think she's going?âÂ
I find her framed through the gaping openingâflickering shy of the balustradeâs heavy spindlesâVictoriaâs matching stocking, slippers in a pepish pace, capering upward. Then, her fingers rest on the thick redwood handrail. In her maroon blouse, mini-skirt, she turns, plants her other palm, and pausesâeyes calling back to me.
'Are you coming?'
As I place a hand atop the newel post, I gaze up the wide, two-way flight of stairs. Frisky, Victoria sprints upwardâwinding the last steps before the upper floorâs gaping landing, her fingertip trailing the handrail as she glances back over the void. . . at her hesitant followerâa shadow in the hush trailing.
Then, Victoria disappears. I zoom upwardâthe opening upholding the ceiling, unfolding downward with opening wings. Until, again, Victoriaâslow in her stridesâlooping through the return aisle, mirroring the layout below. She heads toward the windowsâ glow, listening to the redwood floorboards, the whispers of her footsteps in the hush of the wooden hall without a soul.Â
At the corner booth, caught in the windowâs glow, her silhouette lingers in thought as I step toward her. She pivots, lowers, clipping her knees, settle the benchâs edgeâholding her pose, half-in, half-out. One arm arcs across, her hand perturbing the tableâs gleaming washâpoised, teasing my approachâjust before the gapâs crescendo of the twin benches.Â
Before I can think of sitting across from her, Victoria retrieves her hand, plants the heel onto the brown leather at her far sideâthen scoots aside, her gaze tapping the sliver-width band of upholstered padding where no hip would sit. 'Come and sit next to me.'Â
I hesitate to step forward. She scoots, punctuating a broadening spaceâthen hops, an exaggerated opening into an unmistakable invitation for me to join. Just then, to my surprise, the witty waiterâs gaze lands over my shoulder. His playful eyes beg for my orderâcircling my silence.Â
Victoria says, âPorto. Sâil vous plaĂźt-Please.âÂ
âDe memeâSame here.â I say.Â
The waiter leavesâour glasses behindâclearing a discreet couple between the two wing window glows, their bottles and accompanying glass. We sip, Victoriaâs eyes to sparkle. With an excited voice, she says, âNâest-ce pas une vue magnifique. . .âIsnât this a magnificent view. . .â In the same breath repeats. âIsnât this a magnificent view?âÂ
We linger, chatting into the nightâframed before us, the looming spire of City Hall perched with its golden angel. Beside the tall window sashes, the couple once seated in romantic closeness has dissolved. A few others arrived, scattering briefly around us, then vanished too.Â
We follow quite a while laterâdown the stairs, across the hall, out onto the cobblestone square, among a few distant figures. Victoria points out the baroque guildhallâtoo much details for the mind to absorb in passing sweeps. We slip into the medieval alley, a short stretch across, emerging onto a villagey square, where a thin flurry of people still lingers from its earlier terraces spilling with life. Tracking back along our earlier steps, we cross a liminal thresholdâclosing in on a younger era, desertedâto fetch the Peugeot.Â
Slipping into the seats, pulling away, Victoria raises a fingerâtracing our path out of pedestrian streets. The lanes broaden, the architecture morphs into the early 1900s facades beyond the Little Beltwayâs overpass, then sharpens into the juvenescent geometry of the 1970s across the Grand Boulevard. We drift into soft-lit community streets, lanterns aglow, until we near an arched brick viaductâits upper-floor windows grouped in a distinct threesome, set apart from the hedgerows lining the streetâoneiric, like a train overpass embedded in the fabric of the facade.Â
At a stop, Victoriaâs profile lingers in the passenger windowâoutlined against the hazy backdrop of adjacent townhouses, their foolscap ground-floor windows drawn with blinds. The car door swings open, reluctant. She leans in, kisses my cheek, then swings back and steps out.Â
Victoria crosses the sidewalk. Pausesâbefore waking small translucent panes, stirring them with the doorâs swing-back. Victoria slips in the gaping doorway, vanishes behind the closing door. The glass panes fall into obscurityâbehind them, shadows.Â
âTontonâ resonates like a household butler, in Victoriaâs shadowâhe stays in the loft, tending to Alexandre in her abscence. Heâs been threading Andreâs name across his lip at every visit, gossiping with Marietteâas I once glimpsed through the Hydraâs eye, its stealth gaze nested in the ceilingâwhen the girls were gone from their office desk. The corridor echoes faintly. Their laughter, a ripple in the vinyl tilesâ hush. The old manâs chair remains turned, just enough to catch the corner light. Stirs me. Unsettled. In the kaleidoscopic zodiacal canopy, a branch leans into its twinâuntil one bends away. Somewhere, a child still waits for the wrong man to come home.
But these distant peopleâlike the soft pouch of flocculent canopies swelling a street screenâdonât sit with me. They belong to a road that blindly runs beyond. I pull away, turning around in the laneâseeking my way past the Atomiumâs silver moon, and the trauma left by a Flemish bus driver who, when I spoke French, sent me on a wild goose chaseâmade it clear I had entered Flanders. Tracking backâon my first day in the country, through the night to find back Marietteâs thatched-roof house.
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