I know you probably reblogged that ask game "am I going to make it" as a joke, but it did finally motivate me to put into words what I've been thinking for a while! Also uh. Gives me an excuse to tell u all this.
But yeah, I do believe in you :] A lot of what you've just passively said or done on Tumblr has altered the way I think and try to approach life! Honestly, from 2020 to now I wasn't in the greatest headspace, but just observing you constantly be passionate in your own creations and interests made me decide that, if I was already miserable, may as well indulge in the few things I like to the fullest. And?? You know what?? It made me happier!! Super corny, I know, and past me definitely wouldn't have believed it, but key smashing, growling, and generally going insane in tags allowed me to just.. feel joy without restraint?? Then that started to transfer to the real world and what do you know!! People like it!! Sometimes they're just as insane and happy as you are and doing it together doubles it!!
Unironically I would say you helped me make friends and become more social.. Crazy, huh? But circling back to the original task of this ask, I once again will say that I believe you'll make it- because you've inspired me to try and make it too. I do feel a little silly saying that a Tumblr user was a pretty major part of shifting my worldview, but it just shows that no one should underestimate the impact they can have on the world! So.. thank you, Spacie! I hope you'll always continue to unabashedly be yourself! :]