#bronnor

Connor: Yeah, we’re playing “we saw a big ass spider and don’t know where the fuck it went”

Disclaimer: Not trying to assume anything I’m just saying what I thought when I heard the lyrics

First verse: just basically saying what should I be expecting from this life I chose and just being a celebrity in general

Second verse: his management all agreed on a certain way he should be perceived which he doesn’t agree with (this verse I think pin points the gay topic) like he wants to be brad and be out of the closet but management doesn’t think so.

Third verse: I think the maybe I’m selfish line is relating to the band where he’s like maybe it’s selfish of me to want to come out and put the bands reputation in jeopardy but I want to. Obscene means to be offensive or disgusting by accepted standards. So him being in a relationship he’s maybe saying it could be hard for people to watch cause it’s different and stuff. But he doesn’t care cause when he’s with this guy (hopefully it’s tris😂) he feels at home.

Fourth verse: he’s just saying how hard it is for him to be in the closet and he wishes that someone would feel what he’s going through and get it

Fifth: he just needs to say how he feels and the last like is a reminder to himself and his fans that it’s ok not to be ok sometimes.

Sixth: he has been trying to find what’s missing in his life in other people and has just been sleeping around but it’s not doing any good and everytime he sleeps around he just goes back to the beginning of this whole feeling cycle

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