#brokenpillar

Some nights I wonder if You look back our memories with happiness or hatred But someday I deathly afraid of your answer

When you lose a buddy, it’s not going to be easy to gain back. #Notetoself- forgive and forget; please accept buddy will never be the same Buddy would never care, jokes, and understand you like before.

The world is round Please remember that. Each action you do, somehow someone will do that to you. It’s just matter of time.

You finally understood my feeling, walking through my path This is how I felt after you left The only difference is that you lost the love of your life; I lost a pillar.

For me, a pillar is more valuable than r'selationship because friendship never die. When you left, I lost my sense of direction & devastated. I cried more than you could imagine.

To see you in tears yesterday reminded me how I was. To see you in tears yesterday breaks my heart. A buddy that I used to take good care were mistreated by a skank.

I know you for so long, I have never caused you so miserable, maybe once and that’s about it.

What she has done for you? Causing you so much pain And drama, but you still stand by her. I’ve been a terrible buddy, not good enough for you to change or listen to me .

All I ask was just a drink yesterday, you said no and walk off because you were not in the mood. But ended up you met skank instead.

Do you know how frustration I was? It’s an effort to get you things And it’s not easy look for your TOP Man shirt.

Do you know I had to walk few stores n I was blocked by you to ws. I had to email you. I feel so silly and again you just making use of me and lost.

All I wanted was for you to have a drink, text me safe flight and …etc Nothing from you because you were busy looking at the phone. Thank you for making me noticed that I’m not important to you at all.

I m proud of myself because I still stand by you and offer you help even though you hurt me Many times . I’m not stupid. I help you because I understand your pain and your anger.

I forgive you but I won’t give in to you anymore. I tried my best in every thing you asked. I have accepted no matter what I do, my pillar would never come back.