#brokench.4

The pleasure was almost too much to process, it was taking all I could do to lay there and absorb it all, I looked around and everyone was still asleep. His tongue lavished at my nub and my eyes rolled back and my hips started to shift. Then I saw a bright light, I thought it was my orgasm but in fact, it was someone turning the lights on, I opened my eyes to see everyone standing around me laughing as Eric rose up and wiped his mouth then he started laughing, the t-shirt was gone from my body so I covered my chest with my arms and curled my knees up.

"I told you it was gonna be fun to break you" Eric growled, before producing a riding crop, I screamed and then Jade appeared at my side began to shake me.

"NO!" I scream bolting right in bed, I looked around to see the lights on and the other initiates staring at me in worry. I started to hyperventilate. I looked down and I was still in my pajamas. Jade sat down and put her hands on my cheeks.

"Shade" she spoke softly

"No, I-" I started my voice breaking,

"I'm fine," I said my voice shaky

"What's going on here?" The voice of my least favorite person boomed

"She had a nightmare," Jade said

"Perhaps we should get her a bottle of warm milk"  Peter joked, I gave him a deadly glare to he smirked.

"You got 5 minutes to be down at the cafeteria" Four announced before he and Eric left.

I took a deep breath and shakily got ready. Jade asked me questions about my dream but I told her I wasn't ready to talk about it.

We were sparring with each other, I was chosen to spar with Peter.

"You look tired" he teased before he swept my leg causing me to fall, I slammed my hands on the ground growing more and more frustrated.

"Yeah, what can I say, your snoring is getting kind of loud" I punched him in the face.

"You know, you seemed to be enjoying your dream," he said with a smug expression

"What do you mean?" I eyed him suspiciously before kicking him in the head.

"You were moaning like someone was showing you a good time" he chuckled darkly

My gaze quickly flicked to Eric who was instructing Jade and Will with an annoyed expression, and when I turned back around I was given a backhand to the face that sent me to the ground. I glared as I touched my lip, I ran my tongue along it and looked up at him with a smirk.

"What are we, two girls in a fight...if you're gonna hit me....hit me....initiate" I growled using Eric's word, this caught his attention, he walked over to us.

"Problem?" Eric asked his eyebrows up but still a bored expression.

"No, just giving your mini-me some advice" I wiped my hand across my mouth and went back to position.

"Excuse me?" Eric said his brows now furrowed

"You heard me," I told him point blank

"Outside...now" Eric commanded me

Peter smiled at me before going to spar with someone else.

Eric shoved me against the wall, I've honestly lost track of how many times he's done this. But this time it felt different, there was an electric charge in the air that gave me goosebumps.

"Careful Eric, someone might think you're trying to corrupt me" I purr to him, he stiffens but relaxes for a moment.

"You wish initiate," he said gripping my chin forcefully looking at my lips

"I know what you're going to say" I told him "Respect me as your leader" I adopted a deep tone before snickering, he brought his face to mine, I can feel his hot breath on my mouth and I shiver as it travels to my neck before he presses an open mouth kiss to my neck. I gripped my fists to keep from burying my fingers through his hair. He meets my eyes once again.

"By the time this is over, you're gonna wish I killed you" he smiled sweetly before shoving me towards the infirmary.

"So, how are you feeling?" Mag said as she treated my busted lip.

"I'm fine," I say

"I heard you had a nightmare," she said

"News travels fast" I mutter

"You know I'm here if you need to talk," she said in a motherly tone

"I know," I say looking down to the ground.

"Alright kiddo, you're good to go" she patted my leg.

"I'm sorry about earlier" Peter muttered

"It's fine," I tell him before gingerly biting into my hamburger.

"Did I do any damage?" I ask him

"Yeah," he said and I finally looked at him, I had given him a bruised cheek, I couldn't help but smile.

"I'm glad you find my pain funny" he laughed humorlessly.

"Did you make Eric mad?" Jade asked

"I may have, I've lost track...why?" I ask her

"Because he's staring at you," she told me.

I turn my head and sure enough he is, he licks his lips then smirks, feeling a little brave I slowly licked mine, this causes his smirk to falter, and I smile before turning back to my friends.

The next few days went by just like always, we had reached the end of the first stage, we would be called to fight one more time. This time it would affect our ranking. I scanned the board and couldn't help but smirk when I saw who I was fighting, I would be fighting Peter again.

We approached each other in the ring.

"Fight" Eric called.

We slowly circled each other, Peter landed a punch to my forehead, I shook my head to clear my vision, I looked to his feet, he always stepped before he attacked. I looked back to his face, he swung at but I blocked him tripping his foot causing him slam to the ground. I kicked him in the ribs. I went to kick him again, he caught my ankle and twisted and I buckled, he climbed on top of me and repeatedly punched me before leaning down and whispering something that caused my blood to boil

"You're weak...like your Mother" he grins evilly.

I grabbed his head and head butted him, and with a snarl, I threw him off of me, I stood up and clenched my teeth. He took a stance holding his forehead for a moment. I saw my opportunity and landed a right hook to his temple knocking him out cold.

"That's pretty straight forward," Eric said while some people drug him off the mat.

I walked to the bench and grab some water and lean my head back.

"The winners will be announced at the Pit before dinner, and for those of you who are still around there will be a celebration in your honor," Eric said.

"You look absolutely gorgeous," I tell Jade as she emerges in a beautiful dress with Will by her side. He smiled down at her adoringly.

"You guys look so cute together" I pout my lips and pinch their cheeks.

"I think this is the first time, I've seen you in something without sleeves or a t-shirt" she chuckles.

"I thought I would change it up," I told her smoothing the dress down.

It was the dress Eric had insisted I buy. I also bought a pair of fishnets and black velvet platforms. I had french braided one side of hair so it looked like I shaved it, then put some dark red lipstick on, a coat of mascara and I was ready to go.

"I'm a lucky guy, two hot gorgeous girls on my arm" Will joked before Jade and I smirked.

A deep hypnotic rhythm filled the pit, the bass of the song seem to vibrate from the rocks, Will pulled Jade and me towards the area where people were dancing. The seductive rhythm caused me to sway to the music, a body pressed itself up behind me and wrapped an arm around my waist, I smirked and turned around and saw it was Peter, I jerked away.

"Expecting someone else?" he quirked his eyebrow

"No," I say a little too quickly

"Sure, here I brought you a drink," he said handing me a metal cup with a black liquid in it.

"What is it?" I scrunch my nose

"It's Dauntless brewed beer, only for special occasions," he told me holding his cup.

"Alright listen up, the results of the first stage are in, for those of you who didn't make it, you must go back to the dorm grab your stuff and get out, and to make sure you understand a few guards will help to make sure you don't get lost" Max said before pressing a button, a huge screen descends from the ceiling.