I really, really am. I haven't even delved in yet but wow. The talent keeps getting crazier.

There was a livechat last night with my Leaky kids and I've been putting it off for a while because I've been feeling gross and inadequate because that's a thing that sometimes happens when you're dealing with depression.  Yeah, I said it.  It's truth time. I have had a rough month, and an even worse couple of weeks.  I've had a lot of thoughts about my friends not wanting me around, and just putting up with me and feeling like a placeholder instead of a person.  I realize on some level that this feelings are not logical and probably not true, but it doesn't stop them from feeling true. But then I got on livechat with Joe and Sultana and Estlin and Colin and I felt human again for a while.  Leakycon is my family, guys.  I cannot stress that or explain that enough.  Leakycon isn't strictly the reason I'm alive, but it's the reason I like being alive a lot of the time and it's made me a better person and the people I've met there are some of the best people I know.  I love you all so much and you mean the world to me.  The old friends and the new ones and the ones I talk to a lot and the ones I wish I talked to more.  You guys are my everything and I'd be so lost without this family. Thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart.  You fill up the places inside me that empty me out and try to leave me hollow.

I think at one point I replied “How ‘bout you drink a cup of shut the fuck up?” to someone, and then got really upset and started apologising. *sigh*

it is always okay to send hot naked Doctor pictures. Always.

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PLEASE NOT THAT I DON'T HAVE A FAVORITE FOLLOWER I LOVE YOU ALL AND I CRY IF ONE OF YOU LEAVES!! LIKE SERIOUSLY THESE AREN'T MY FAVORITES. also if you want more stupid facts about me just send me an ask and i will give stupid facts or stories or whatever.