This pic is a screenshot of a battle that went down Dec 28th, 2019 at the @loudmouthleague #BringYourOwnBars event. I drank damn near 2 bottles of crown to myself starting at 3pm and barely ate a damn thing that entire day. For 4 to 5 years I drank every single day. The more events and shows I organized or performed at the more I drank. It was irritating for me to deal with as many people as I do so I drank so I can be able to tolerate it all. I drank to get rid of my anxiety attacks. I drank when I woke up. I drank at work. I basically drank any time I could. Crown Royal and I became the best of friends and worst of enemies all at the same time for years. You would've never known just by looking at me then cause I wasn't the typical alcoholic. As of today I am 92 days alcohol free. This shit is extremely hard for me especially during these times were living in. Anxiety thru the roof. Weed doesn't help. It's hard to fall asleep due to waking up multiple times from numerous fucked up dreams... despite all that I don't plan on drinking ever again. I appreciate everyone for being there for me and not offering me alcohol. All that shit helps. Thank you 🙏🏼 #92days #alcoholfree (at San Antonio, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Xiy8SHlsl/?igshid=up67uvqoabnf
