Jan 11, 2019
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The Magic Question
I have looked into my own eyes a lot lately, cuss words on my tongue, truly angry. About a lot of ridiculously, non-angering things, about small and inconsequential things, about all the things that tend to make others angry and normally slide right off my skin. If I crack open the surface of the “why?” of that, I see immediately what aches.
Do I have control of this? stares right back at me, the crack in the shell of the egg just a slim line and the Me inside the fragile home is so LOUD. So OBVIOUS.
I look at the list of things out of my control lately and it’s revealing. It’s somewhat overwhelming. It’s firmly accusatory that I am trying too hard and doing holding too much, like a toddler-mom on a Friday, home with groceries.
I have to be in better control of this fragile creature, and watch it with a much more careful and patient eye, with less expectation about how the shell shouldn’t break. I need to let go and let others do, see, teach, love and care more. I need to allow for parallel timelines where to-do lists still get done and everything will be fine-ish. I know most folks are jokingly Marie-Kondo’ing their lives into defining “what brings them joy?” but I am mostly wrapped in “what can I control?” and even, at times, “why aren’t others drawn to control as well?” Maybe I need to allow those those thoughts having more balance, or recognizing when they are imbalanced. Imbalance is the loud caw and I need to truly listen.
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@livefortmw photo challenge day 8 - This Brings me joy!! This photo wall brings me so much joy, and while it is no where near finished it has a huge amount of my fav people and amazing memories i have made I know this post is a day late, it took along time to figure out a way to represent what brings me joy and the people in my life and the memories of amazing times are the things that bring me the greatest joy in life #livefortmw #photochallenge2018 #day8 #bringmejoy #friends #family #love #laughter #goodtimes #experiences #concerts #parties #birthdays #shows #memories #apicturespeaksathousandwords #suicidepreventionawareness #noteveryonewhomademylifegreathasmadeit #mydoorisalwaysopen #itsoktonotbeok #soreachoutforhelpifyouneedit #depressionsucks #mentalillnesssucks #ihavelosttoomanytosucicide #missmollietov (at Mollie Tov HQ) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnfDGyJlbvr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jhbz9sxp7wwg
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