#breakuppost

I didn’t see it coming, I wasn’t even ready. The way it ended was unfair. It was in person, and he gave it 30 minutes. He said what he had to say, and walked away. I’m sad he wasn’t the one for me and all that time together was full of lies and disrespect. I played myself, and I feel humiliated. He called the relationship toxic, and I can agree. He was sweet when he wanted to, but when things went sour- he’d drop me out of the blue. No remorse. It made me feel guilty- thinking what the hell is wrong with me and what can I do to fix this? My naive self didn’t want to accept the fact that he puts little to no effort in fixing situations, trying to understand my heart, and making things right. I have to let it go, but it was such a strong bong that I’m disappointed and in denial about the whole thing. 

Next time we see each other, let's just do what we agreed to do. A civil "hello," "you look good," and "how are you?" is all i want.