#breakherdown

no.

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An old saying, obscure, perhaps, but important. “Never force a lizard to walk the plank.” Wiser folks than you have refused to ask for an explanation.

Nine of Wands. When I’m gearing for a fight, I feel my spine stacking like layers of steel, my eyes sharpening to the extreme, and my stomach drop in the most relaxed way. I know I’m ready for whatever comes. You must find something similar. Stand ready within yourself, and you can meet this challenge.

Of course! Invisibility came up for you. This card brought with it a definite sense of presence, with the empty-looking cloak seeming both emotive and animate. Almost like it's scolding, actually. I think it indicates that a change is coming, spiritually speaking, but its magnitude isn't yet determined. There's an undercurrent of personal upset to this card, so it might bring along an ego check of sorts. You might have to reconcile some of your perceptions and behaviors, but it's an opportunity to grow, so perhaps it'll be welcome.

"Kaye, I...," he started, then seemed to think better of whatever it was he was going to say, "I can't sleep. I can't eat. All I can do is think about you."

"I know," she said sweetly. Kids passing by them gave Kenny sidelong glances. She suddenly understood why she had let him kiss her in the diner, why she had wanted him at all.

She wanted to control him. -- page 178, Tithe by Holly Black

I would say that your next big step won't necessarily be a healthy one, but it will let you figure out important things about yourself and why you do certain things ~

I have no decks sadly! I wish haha I’m working on it!