@bravesung sent an ask: βThat wasn't just sex for me. I need you to know that.β
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A sinful night shared between the two, or rather it was another sinful night shared between them. It was becoming something of a habit, theyβd meet, talk, possibly eat and before the dayβs end they would find themselves in the confines of a love hotel (to be discreet) and thatβs the rest of the date. Yusuke knew the dangers that his life would bring to her, and of course, thereβs the fact of being in the public eye when it came to being with Hanamaru in the first place.
But after what she said, could he disregard exactly how difficult a life together would be?? The-soon-to-be ex yakuza and the beautiful and talented model? A duo romanticized in so many novels, now the two of them were actually traversing through that very life. Taking in what Hanamaru had said..it causes Yusuke to take a breath before exhaling. βFor the sake of your safety..maybe thatβs jusβ the way it should be.β Thatβs when he turned his gaze to meet her own.Β
The words that were spoken were..stoic at best, but the look on his face told a different story. Yusuke was smiling, genuinely smiling. βBut I can say the same thingβ¦donβt get me wrong, Bluebird itβs great sex, thereβs even an animal side tβ me that ya find some way tβ soothe if that doesnβt sound strange. It might have sounded like a metaphor from her perspective but there is some truth to his statement..around her, the urge to consume just..fades, it became soo much easier to fight without the need of a cigarette.Β
βI might sound like a selfish asshole when I say this, but thereβs a part of me that actually wants somethinβ more with ya.β By now..sheβs probably caught the gist of what his life could be like by the sight of the tattoo on his back. As much as he tried hiding it from her..eventually she would see it. Then thereβs the scars littered over his torso, going along his arms, shoulders, chest and abdomen. It screamed that his life is anything but safe.