threatening myself with an ambiguous time by giving my oc a specific complex of mine that i'm too scared to face

caught myself about to liveblog my decision paralysis again lmao

i was going to impulse-buy some yarn (i know, i know) because my boss pissed me off but the store's sold out of the specific kind i was going to get. so now i'm even more pissed off but also thankful that it made me make a smart financial decision

it sucks that i'm 29 and i've never been in a romantic relationship in my life, but. i'm thankful to have friends and family that love me. and that doesn't mean less than if i was dating someone

i don't really understand bars insofar as being a place to socialize because i can't hear a fucking thing

tempted to give The Apps a try even though everyone tells me it isn't worth it

like okay based on that post, the impression i'm getting of the neopets ttrpg beta is that it was written with a particular sort of ttrpg player in mind, rather than neopets users that also play ttrpgs

finally sent the risky work email