#brainflush

Aggravated, irritable, clouds in my head, filling up space every now and again Can't control Can't fix Unstable piece of shit No feelings no remorse As blank and vacant as a corpse

Low notes escape deep from your throat and loose my sense of direction Humming tones now buzz at me Soft spoken lines slap me in the ear and lunge at me No matter how these words are stacked they never seemed familiar I hear you screeching in my face and all of a sudden the stars that weren't aligned are now perfectly put in place An apologetic letter Sincerely, from me to you

Why would you ask for that I gave you all that I had Taking my innocence away And now you ask for yours back

I want to see when the bullet shoots and swims pasts your eyes not a guilty type type of conscious but I'll smile if it takes me by surprise

I thought that as the months would go by I would begin to function without you but it’s just getting harder. I miss our connection we had, I will never find a friend like you ever again. I constantly think about you even when I bet you’re not thinking of me. I hope one day I’ll be able to get through this. It’s times like this I need you. I hope you’re doing fine without me. I hope I can find a friend like you again. I miss having a true friendship.

Everyone though the world was gonna end in 2012. The only people thinking of 2013 (bc Helium War) was the Killjoys. This specific fandom took 2013 as the year of the world’s end. How ironic.