Why do I stay up even when I'm exhausted you ask?
Because I don't trust my ass to not lie down on my bed ready to sleep only to get a burst of energy (or pain) that keeps me awake for at least 4 hours, in which time I complete my greatest hits of "I can't believe I did that" and flip into "imagine if this happens..."
So I'm just going to hold off for another 20 minuets or so....











