okay but the âface it. you would have killed me.â conversation makes me so insane for xarrastarion. not only because itâs true (if they had met a decade prior it would have been) but because like. contextually theyâre in this place where xarrai is fairly certain when they walk through those doors it will be the end. theyâve tried and failed (they think) to get him to see reason and have sort of resigned themself to the idea that theyâre going to try one more time and then theyâre going to let him go and something about the way he tries to avoid saying it that makes them both enraged and⌠so sad.















