#bpd.iso

i mean mania sucks dont get me wrong because yknow my brains going a mile a minute if not faster and im trying to do 5 things at once and get burned out in about an hour but like?? at least i fucking get shit done???

instead of sitting here like a fucking jackass staring at my screen for 16 hours a fucking day without the function to literally feed myself let alone do anything i need to be doing

that’s because what happened literally happened just before the dummy-blog that was calling them on it sent the asks. there’s also a person or two pointing the misgendering out in reblogs but those have been ignored.

like i’m not engaging them because i’m blocked and i’m not one to circumnavigate blocks, but i did go check once it was brought to my attention. being called (or implied to be) cis (which is what they did by using me as Exhibit ACZ of Cis Monos making queer peoples’ posts about them) might not bother some people but like, it matters to me a lot bc intersex and culture so.

but yea between the My Gender Doesn't Exist Anymore and the Intersex People Can't Be Trans shit i get sometimes my non-cisness being ignored is one of the things that switches on the BPD Identity Hyperfocus, which is something i’ve been working on but progress is obviously slow

regardless of whether it’s with anons or dummy accounts, discussing whether or not i’ve been misgendered without my imput is kinda ??? especially when they’re insisting that it’s Standing Up For Myself and not I Called This Person Cis Without Realising And Maybe Should Apologise Or At Least Take It Back

they’re not going to apologise considering they can’t actually keep straight who and who they haven’t misgendered, but. Shrugs, Shrugs, i’m gonna be upset about this for a bit either way, so.

@34-27 i can’t @ u but uh. i put it in for a laugh and part of me is really not laughing jesus CHRIST