#boywiththcbread

Things has been good between them, yes he has his episodes and they only are getting stronger out of it. Something was also different, since they actually did finally got married for real this time. Who would've thought that she would actually get married and yet here she is. She loves him and she didn't wanted to imagine life without him in it. Her mom comes to visit from time to time to see how everything was going. Today was different, she hadn't been feeling well for a few days or maybe even weeks. And she didn't even know what was going on to begin with, yet she kept on going to the woods to hunt even when she wasn't feeling 100%. When then she finally figured out what was wrong since her mom had been visiting and just left to go back to 13. As Katniss was in utterly shock and she was about to freak out. No, no this can't be happening. Yes they talked about having kids and he finally managed to convince her and yet she didn't expected to end up pregnant this fast.

Katniss went for a walk to just let this all sink in and not sure how to tell Peeta, she was not going to be a good mom. Or at least she was thinking she wasn't going to be a good one. Once she was back home and closed the door behind her she took a deep breath. Still having a panic attack, walking to the kitchen where she saw Peeta was. "Peeta..." Katniss mumbled as she just had to tell him. "I-I know why I haven't been feeling well for the past weeks." Taking a deep breath again. "I'm pregnant... we're going to be parents." There she said it and she didn't know how he would reply to it.

@boywiththcbread sent: why won’t you let me help you? | for effie. from: ↪     𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑩𝑰𝑫 ᶜᵘʳᶤᵒˢᶤᵗʸ .  

Effie looked up from her files to examine Peeta, her barely visible eyebrows frowning. "You want to help me?" she repeated, surprised by the request. Haymitch had certainly never cared about the meticulous planning she had to prepare for the Victory Tour, or the speeches she spent hours writing! She had not expected Peeta to show any interest either.

Lots had changed but it was for the better as she likes to think so. Back in district 12 people decided to rebuild it all. which was of course needs after all the bombing it caused. and now the whole district looked back to normal or well back to how it used to be. peeta still living with the girl. since well, katniss got used to have peeta around and she just doesn’t want to lose him. katniss was laying in bed as it was the middle of the night and she couldn’t sleep. no wonder since she was still getting nightmares and still hoping they would actually stop. 

looking besides her as she saw that peeta was asleep or he was pretending, she wasn’t blaming him if he pretended to be asleep. as the brunette was just staring at the wall. 

❛ Do you think they will ever get better? ❜ Her voice was calm, though firm. She found confidence in what she was saying but she wanted to cover up the hurt beneath it. Everything that she hid, the hauntings of her brain, the things that ached. ❛ The NIGHTMARES? ❜ 

@boywiththcbread​​ sent: Prim, what were you thinking ?! from:  ↪     𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑩𝑰𝑫 ᶜᵘʳᶤᵒˢᶤᵗʸ .  

Prim was shaking, trying to hold back tears, painfully aware of the cameras hidden everywhere in the arena. “I- I’m sorry Peeta,” she stammered, avoiding his eyes, “I was just thinking... I saw the plants yesterday, and I thought they would be great to eat, and you were sleeping so-...” 

She knew she shouldn’t have ventured alone, away from Peeta. But he had been protecting her ever since the beginning of the games, and she wanted to help him too. Prim didn’t know how to fight, but she knew plants and medicine. It wasn’t a big contribution in her eyes, but it was better than nothing. And she was determined to try and pull her weight. But all she had managed to do was worry Peeta.

Time takes you to where you need to be. Such trivial quotes weren’t something Katniss Everdeen necessarily believed. Since she was born her every day life thrived on survival and being able to put food on their table; only allowing herself to trust and rely on Gale and Prim but refusing to let either of them know that. Her mother was an exception, given the woman had fallen apart after her father died, leaving Katniss to play the role of caregiver to both mother and daughter.

Little did Katniss know there was one that lingered in the back of her mind, trust established since the day he’d thrown the burnt bread out. The lingering question of why not dared asked in the moment to prevent Peacekeepers and pigs from eating her share. So to hear Peeta say ‘I didn’t have anywhere else to go’, Katniss again thought back to that moment. In the rain. The cold. Stomach roaring and threatening to shake her entire body. Time took her to that specific second, the right place at the right time. Nowhere else to go.

[ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐒𝐊 - 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ] @boywiththcbread sent: ❛ give me the gun ❜ from Peeta to Katniss.

Give me the gun. Katniss’ sudden hesitation the immediate response. “I can’t.” She said simply, hoping at least her tone expressed how much she wanted to trust him…but the safety of the others she couldn’t risk. If the roles were reversed, he would’ve told her the same. But now…it’d been her fault—all of it.

from: Angst Sentences Starters

Did she just heard it correctly what he was saying to her, has he learned nothing from everything. From everything the have been through and he just is questioning no wait assuming that she doesn't love him. Does he still thinks it's an act from her point? Because it is not and he knows that. "No, I know that I love you. I don't have to think about that anymore. You know that." She would lie if she said his words didn't hurt a bit, no way she was going to admit that to him. his brain truly was playing tricks on him a lot lately and Katniss just doesn't know what to do about it. Or it seems like it has been more lately. Never in a million years would she leave Peeta because it was getting too much, it's her and him together as a team. No one else understands what they have going through, maybe other survivors like Haymitch, Johanna, Annie etc. Still it felt it was only them that understood what they went through.

She sighed as she was still just staring at him as she just doesn't know what to say to him. Then again she never was good with words to begin with and he knew that. "What do I need to do, to show you that I love you and that isn't an act or me pretending I love you or am in love with you." Wait, did she just say she's in love with him... She never said that out loud before. Only said it in her head and to herself. Whatever doesn't really matter now, does it.