bowandpretend said: I must be one as well since I actually had someone try that to my face and I stared at them with a blank expression and shrugged before going about my business, and easily cut them out of my life like I didn’t know them then I forgot about them.
In the tenth grade I was incredibly depressed, my self harm reached a peak, someone I knew committed suicide and died, and I failed or was failing my first class ever so I fell into a slump. And then I became "best friends" with a person who literally threatened self harm against our entire friend group if we couldn't hang out and like putting aside some really manipulative stuff they pulled with me,the one that got me was  when this person attempted suicide and blamed it on me and the friend group that consisted of two other people, even though I WALKED THEM THROUGH THE ENTIRE HOSPITALIZATION ASPECT. And like considering I've blamed myself for the longest time about not being able to stop someone's suicide, that set me the hell off. I literally did nothing to this person to have it thrown in my face. The entire friendship was toxic, consisted of stalking (in which is why I had to delete my original blog) and manipulation. Turns out this person is also a sexual abuser so fuck I'm glad I got out of it. But it's happened more than once, my own fucking parents have abused me and guilted me that way for years, guilt I still carry to this day that I don't deserve.
