#bouquetrambles

i did this little collage inspired by sabrimatsudesuu on twitter 🎀

some art by me, some lovely gifted art, and pleeentyyy of cute shabby chic vintage things, my favorite deco style 🎀

here’s to another year of spreading my love for Vista !!!

and hopefully a gentler year for me 🥹 i will keep you updated on how things are going !

thank you all so much for reading and liking my posts 💕

hey lovelies ♡ how are you doing ?? i am both well and unwell and just wanted to post a little something so you all know that i'm still alive, and most importantly still very much in love with my big buff moustache man, Vista ♡

my new job is very cozy, being an administrative sales assistant is everything i expected and needed, and the long commute is the only bummer (i will have to move once i get a permanent offer !)

however

i am experiencing something new and fun and fresh :

⋆ ˚｡⋆ job loss complex grief ⋆ ˚｡⋆

i lost my first ever job, kind of a dream job too, extremely suddenly, and it completely traumatized me, which is apparently normal !

the symptoms are very hard to deal with (loss of self confidence, loss of joy, loss of safety, crying fits, exhaustion, emotional instability...) and they're kind of eating up what little free time i have, so... no fics for now ;-;

i still have Silence and Solitude to finish posting, and one little Vista fic to share, but for now... not much else.

reblogging little horny posts here and there helps keep my happy worms fed, but it might be a minute before i feel safe and healed enough to write again ♡

i hope everyone is doing good, and i'm sending lots of love and good vibes to you all ♡ i will give myself time to heal, but i will heal, and i will write and draw again ♡

♡ lots of kisses ♡ - bouquet

@hannahbarberra162 i will work on that size difference smut fic post haste 😤

got tagged by @quinloki and @rasplejax !!

Last Book: currently reading Dracula with pookies on discord !!

Last Song: Shrike by Hozier 🩷 this whole album is one of my soul albums and I really needed it to heal from the insane ups-and-downs I just survived haha

Last Film: James Bond Tomorrow Never Dies 😭 I decided to watch EVERY JAMES BOND MOVIE EVER MADE and I’m in hell they’re all terrible (except Timothy Dalton’s movies I liked those)

Last Series: The Glory 🩷 it was my third time rewatching it and it’s still as good as the first time if not better 🩷 what an absolute gem

Last Video Game: …… listen. I redownloaded Hunie Pop and……. the puzzle mechanics are just so fun 😭 please don’t judge me too harshly

Sweet or Salty: salty !!! Cheesy bread, mac and cheese, chips, fries, a good burger… I absolutely love chocolate and cake and all that but my love for salt supersedes all 🩷

Coffee or Tea: coffee… Nothing beats a good fat cup of sugary coffee 🩷

Working On: a few of my short wips I mentioned and the Vista Long Fic !

I'm stoked to read the stories from the WIP game 🥰. Definitely looking forward to NONCON 🤭 and rancher AU. Would you mind giving me some insight on those 😁

hello gorgeous ! thank for asking ♡

NONCON fic got a lot of progress lately, i'm 8k words deep !

Poor little reader is really getting put through it by her captor... Vista is simply too thorough and applied for her weak little body to resist his training ♡

I'm in the process of writing the orgasm denial part of her ordeal ♡

As for Rancher AU, sadly i haven't touched this one in a minute, but i still think about it when i need comfort and romance...

Reader started her life over in a town where she doesn't know anyone, and thanks to some help from a few old friends of a distant relative, she runs into a strange family of unexpectedly kind and helpful men, the Edwards ♡

Rancher Vista is convinced he's finally met the woman of his dreams, but she doesn't seem very available for romance, caught up in rebuilding her life and managing the old farm she lives on.

He can be patient, and with some help from his family, surely he can make this work !

talking about my wips makes me very excited to keep working on them hehe

let's see how much i can progress between work, moving, and kinktober prep !

thank you so much !!! i’m so happy others are enjoying Vista and my writings 💕🩷💕

he is as sexy as he is underrated 😔

i am home from a well-deserved two week vacation, and got tagged by the very talented @quinloki to show off my wips !!

Rules: post your wip titles no matter how silly or nondescript, then tag as many people as you have wips. Peeps can come into your ask box and ask for more details if they want =3

i will also be preparing for kinktober 2026, and hopefully moving soon, so who knows when these will be finished hahaha

anyways, here we go !

Bridgerton AU (halfway there !)

Rancher AU (on hold sadly)

Washed Ashore (almost done !)

Longfic (on hold as well)

Size Reversal NSFW (on pause until end of kinktober)

Younger (halfway there ish)

Soft Angst (needs fleshing out)

Omegaverse (no progress to report ;-;)

Hands (on pause until end of kinktober)

Beach Treat (waiting for a little extra thing before posting !)

Party with the Red Hair Pirates (coming soon !)

NONCON (will be scheduled around kinktober)

First Storm (coming soon !)

and lots of other ideas, little and large (cute prompts, high fantasy au, little worms i came up with while chatting with hermie...)

speaking of which...

your turns, pookies ! i tag @ye-old-hermit-woman @lovelyyywitch @rasplejax @ikiintsugee (for art !) @sylkiesong @alwayssassydreamer @hannahbarberra162 @razzledazzleelderberry

thank you so much for paying attention to my little silly rambles 🩷🥹🩷